Tuesday, January 16, 2007
to pattrick; I'm sorry.I mean it.
to shaun; I really dunno what to say anymore. my lost. fine.
and in my dreams you and i were talking
like we never talked before
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
United airlines flight 985. were you planning to send me off?
somehow it doesn't feel like christmas.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
and you. you're doing the greatest job fucking yourself up bad. haha. pathetic.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
wee! few more hours to the airport! but yea it'll be fun I guess. it's a mixed feeling of excitement and sadness, really. What I'm really dreading is the cold. nico predicts my nose would be the first to drop off due to frostbites. hahahaa. the fuck.
ok. will blog flight details later! (:
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
haha. ok. update! for the past few days I've had loads of last minute meetings with people. but they all turn out fine (: I don't really have a timetable for going out which really sucks cuz I'll wake up every morning and not find anything to do at all. and even if I do meet people at some place somewhere it'll be so fucking tiring taking the public transport. especially when you don't have your ezlink card. coins are heavier versions of money. PFFFT. and like I said to kevin, "watching old aunties and their saggy boobs are a disturbing sight when ur sitting and facing them and listening to sean paul's 'temperature' song" . hahaha. -.-"
I've watched step up, the grudge2, casino royale, happy feet and everything else except the covenant. no fucking idea what that is but I know I'm too fucking lazy to go watch a movie. downloading is only illegal when you get caught (: now it's just off to video ezy and renting dvds off the shelves. another alternative is best friend's house who practically owns his own vcd/dvd store. he has LOADS of movies to watch. but he's grounded and his new hobby is math. my hobby is rotting cuz I passed math (:
I literally sat there and watched 3 hooligans play warcraft through the night. talk about addiction. seriously. but I guess it was fun cuz for the record, I wasn't home for 24hours and no one had bothered calling me to ask where I was. pooo ):
one thing's for sure. matthew is on the same boat as me. it felt great just sitting there, talking and eating raisins and drinking orange juice. funny combination yea but it took the pain we were goin thru away. for awhile at least.
you can say blood is thicker than water <3
ok so well. I spent today goin all the way to school and it was a pointless effort but I managed to talk to Fahmy (: and since hes gonna be in the US for 3months and he'll be living 250miles from where I'll be. and he's working at a amusement park and during that period it'll probably be summer holidays so I'll be stayin over and eatin amusement park candy flosses everyday! yummms. I met charins for lunch. took an hour long bus ride. I passed many places and well, it hurt. really bad. oh oh oh. but charins is such a fun person! we wanted to walk the fountain thingy in suntec to get good luck but cuz it was close due to the water gushin down, we couldn't walk around it. SO! We created our own version. we walked round the thingy 3 times, but this time, we were INSIDE of suntec. ahh. only charins would know what I'm talking about. hahahaha! (: thanks for today babe! it was great talking to you <333then we went to marina square and like wanted to steal candy from CANDY EMPIRE! but we didn't. hahaha. then we were walkin to esplanade and met MILES! hahaha. then he was looking for audrey but had no idea where to look. so we helped him and we had fun! hahaha. then we left and went to charins' house. and I swear. Her dad is damn cute and funny. I wish my dad was just as cute and funny. then I went to meet Kenny and charins went to meet des. Kenny's goin zouk tonight so he was all dressed up. we had loads of fun talking. damn do I miss the AM CLIQUE ): but yea. we got him ear studs and we went cinei level 9 and just talked! haha. it was fun. he had strong mints and I hate 5 at one go and it was freaking hot. hahahahha! but yea. then he walked me to far east so I could take a straight bus home. and it was fun cuz we just listened to my ipod and took weird pictures with the ads. Kenny was really sweet today. THANKS KENNY!!! (: <333>
and i want his phone. it's like a camera. I swear. look how sharp the pictures are.
oh. and I forgot to thank nico, nick, jo, brina, patt, rachel, michelle, patt's friend, chris and JJ for coming all the way to toa payoh. and the best part was hearing you guys cheer (: <333
ok. tmr is lunch with kevin. monday dinner with chris and family. tues is sentosa with gabriel. and wed! David and Hugh are coming back! I miss david terribly ): and hugh too of course. we better go out this time. and mayb phuket with ingrid and steph. then I'm off on the 14th. these 2 weeks don't seem so hard anymore.
P.S. eh, best friend. please get urself ungrounded leh. alamak sial.
and tmr is the 1st.
and will you tell all your friends; you've got your gun to my head
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
There are times when
I look in your eyes
I see the love that we share
I see the joy inside
But I didn't see the feelings you hide
& now you're saying goodbye
Because your love is done
& all I can think about is you
The way you say you love me too
& everytime i close my eyes I see your face
My love can never be erased
If you can never be replaced
vivo city is like fucking big! I was in sentosa for three days and i've been passing vivo 6times and I never really imagined it being that fucking huge! best friend must come with me one day! so I bought some stuff for canada. (yes, I'm still short of stuff till now) and I had the craving for sushi but it was fucking $$ so we went to swenson's instead. then we walked around toys'r'us and I felt so happy being in NEVERLAND again(: except that maybe you don't make me fly no more and we headed off to Giant and bought milk. got milk? my fucking ass la. then went baq and watched loads of vcds to kill time. dinner sucked. I went home and watched some more vcds. life is fucking boring in times like these. oh shit. I'm playing this tues.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.
Friday, November 24, 2006
best friend's stomach is giving him problems. I'm telling you it's reproduction for him! (:
I went back to school
and sat at the locker
I was alone for awhile
till i thought of that fucker
I lit up a cigarette
thinking i wouldn't get caught
afterall school was out
no one could report
then you turned round the corner
and stared at me sitting there
I threw my cigarette immediately
hoping you weren't gonna flare
shit, I thought
you were gonna hate me for that
but instead you walked away
without turning your back
I ran to the bathroom
To get rid of the smell
But when I ran out to find you
The area was dead as hell
You didn't leave a trace
No goodbye no nothing
Instead you left behind
Me. The one who meant something.
i wonder whether you were worth it all.