HOPELESSLY DEVOTED___*

2007-01-16T00:37:00.000-08:00

to pattrick; I'm sorry.I mean it.

to shaun; I really dunno what to say anymore. my lost. fine.

and in my dreams you and i were talking
like we never talked before

2006-12-23T22:47:00.000-08:00

United airlines flight 985. were you planning to send me off?

somehow it doesn't feel like christmas.

2006-12-19T23:15:00.000-08:00

and you. you're doing the greatest job fucking yourself up bad. haha. pathetic.

2006-12-12T08:56:00.001-08:00

wee! few more hours to the airport! but yea it'll be fun I guess. it's a mixed feeling of excitement and sadness, really. What I'm really dreading is the cold. nico predicts my nose would be the first to drop off due to frostbites. hahahaa. the fuck.

ok. will blog flight details later! (:

2006-11-30T21:17:00.000-08:00

haha. ok. update! for the past few days I've had loads of last minute meetings with people. but they all turn out fine (: I don't really have a timetable for going out which really sucks cuz I'll wake up every morning and not find anything to do at all. and even if I do meet people at some place somewhere it'll be so fucking tiring taking the public transport. especially when you don't have your ezlink card. coins are heavier versions of money. PFFFT. and like I said to kevin, "watching old aunties and their saggy boobs are a disturbing sight when ur sitting and facing them and listening to sean paul's 'temperature' song" . hahaha. -.-"

I've watched step up, the grudge2, casino royale, happy feet and everything else except the covenant. no fucking idea what that is but I know I'm too fucking lazy to go watch a movie. downloading is only illegal when you get caught (: now it's just off to video ezy and renting dvds off the shelves. another alternative is best friend's house who practically owns his own vcd/dvd store. he has LOADS of movies to watch. but he's grounded and his new hobby is math. my hobby is rotting cuz I passed math (:

I literally sat there and watched 3 hooligans play warcraft through the night. talk about addiction. seriously. but I guess it was fun cuz for the record, I wasn't home for 24hours and no one had bothered calling me to ask where I was. pooo ):

one thing's for sure. matthew is on the same boat as me. it felt great just sitting there, talking and eating raisins and drinking orange juice. funny combination yea but it took the pain we were goin thru away. for awhile at least.

you can say blood is thicker than water <3

ok so well. I spent today goin all the way to school and it was a pointless effort but I managed to talk to Fahmy (: and since hes gonna be in the US for 3months and he'll be living 250miles from where I'll be. and he's working at a amusement park and during that period it'll probably be summer holidays so I'll be stayin over and eatin amusement park candy flosses everyday! yummms. I met charins for lunch. took an hour long bus ride. I passed many places and well, it hurt. really bad. oh oh oh. but charins is such a fun person! we wanted to walk the fountain thingy in suntec to get good luck but cuz it was close due to the water gushin down, we couldn't walk around it. SO! We created our own version. we walked round the thingy 3 times, but this time, we were INSIDE of suntec. ahh. only charins would know what I'm talking about. hahahaha! (: thanks for today babe! it was great talking to you <333then we went to marina square and like wanted to steal candy from CANDY EMPIRE! but we didn't. hahaha. then we were walkin to esplanade and met MILES! hahaha. then he was looking for audrey but had no idea where to look. so we helped him and we had fun! hahaha. then we left and went to charins' house. and I swear. Her dad is damn cute and funny. I wish my dad was just as cute and funny. then I went to meet Kenny and charins went to meet des. Kenny's goin zouk tonight so he was all dressed up. we had loads of fun talking. damn do I miss the AM CLIQUE ): but yea. we got him ear studs and we went cinei level 9 and just talked! haha. it was fun. he had strong mints and I hate 5 at one go and it was freaking hot. hahahahha! but yea. then he walked me to far east so I could take a straight bus home. and it was fun cuz we just listened to my ipod and took weird pictures with the ads. Kenny was really sweet today. THANKS KENNY!!! (: <333>

and i want his phone. it's like a camera. I swear. look how sharp the pictures are.

oh. and I forgot to thank nico, nick, jo, brina, patt, rachel, michelle, patt's friend, chris and JJ for coming all the way to toa payoh. and the best part was hearing you guys cheer (: <333

ok. tmr is lunch with kevin. monday dinner with chris and family. tues is sentosa with gabriel. and wed! David and Hugh are coming back! I miss david terribly ): and hugh too of course. we better go out this time. and mayb phuket with ingrid and steph. then I'm off on the 14th. these 2 weeks don't seem so hard anymore.

P.S. eh, best friend. please get urself ungrounded leh. alamak sial.

and tmr is the 1st.

and will you tell all your friends; you've got your gun to my head

2006-11-26T11:23:00.000-08:00

There are times when

I look in your eyes

I see the love that we share

I see the joy inside

But I didn't see the feelings you hide

& now you're saying goodbye

Because your love is done

& all I can think about is you

The way you say you love me too

& everytime i close my eyes I see your face

My love can never be erased

If you can never be replaced

vivo city is like fucking big! I was in sentosa for three days and i've been passing vivo 6times and I never really imagined it being that fucking huge! best friend must come with me one day! so I bought some stuff for canada. (yes, I'm still short of stuff till now) and I had the craving for sushi but it was fucking $$ so we went to swenson's instead. then we walked around toys'r'us and I felt so happy being in NEVERLAND again(: except that maybe you don't make me fly no more and we headed off to Giant and bought milk. got milk? my fucking ass la. then went baq and watched loads of vcds to kill time. dinner sucked. I went home and watched some more vcds. life is fucking boring in times like these. oh shit. I'm playing this tues.

2006-11-24T05:20:00.000-08:00

best friend's stomach is giving him problems. I'm telling you it's reproduction for him! (:

I went back to school

and sat at the locker

I was alone for awhile

till i thought of that fucker

I lit up a cigarette

thinking i wouldn't get caught

afterall school was out

no one could report

then you turned round the corner

and stared at me sitting there

I threw my cigarette immediately

hoping you weren't gonna flare

shit, I thought

you were gonna hate me for that

but instead you walked away

without turning your back

I ran to the bathroom

To get rid of the smell

But when I ran out to find you

The area was dead as hell

You didn't leave a trace

No goodbye no nothing

Instead you left behind

Me. The one who meant something.

2006-11-14T22:45:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAAHHAA. MUDDER FARKER!

"FUNNY LIKE FUNFAIR! "

2006-11-04T00:26:00.000-08:00

aubrey, maybe some day you would look back and remember the girl who really loved you so much. maybe, just maybe. thank you for all the 6months. all of it. down to the point of hurt and emotions. i love you. and maybe when the time comes, i loved you.

-EDIT-
I'm sorry for everything. everything we've ever said is just a living lie.

on the 1st of May I foldede stars and hearts in a jar for my first moniversary present to you
you got me a necklace and bracelet
the beating of my heart is like the pillar to our relationship; the day we part is the day is the day my heart stops beating
micheal, michelle, romeo and emma. sounded so great and real.
bounce on the 19th of may
"one minute of fame" at marina square
the boxers i bought
and the time when you couldn't spell
and remember when I said "peter pan once said in order to fly you must first think of a happy thought?" I said later on that "you make me fly!"
on the 1st of June I bought you a pencil box
you got me a bear and adidas shirt you used to wear
on the 20th of June i woke up only when you arrived at city hall
we watched "over the hedge"
on the 1st of July I made you a video with the song "only one"
on the 8th of July you bought me 12 packets of chocolates (chocettes)
on the 15th of July we spent 12 whole hours together
on the 16th of July, family fiesta, we played with gel and wax at nick's place. then we went for prata at thomson and i got super high on sugar.
on the 17th of July I bought roses for you
on the 22nd of July you got ur new phone,i came back from camp, and i was diasppointed cuz we couldn't go out. i guess misunderstandings just hurt.
on the 1st of august I got you van shoes and made another video with the song "what I've been looking for"
you got me a wedding teddy bear
on the 8th of august I got so pist drunk but you were there for me throughout the whole time. I'm sorry I couldn't control myself.
on august the 12th we went to the zoo. thank you. i had the best birthdays in 15 years of my life.
on august the 15th I went to korea
on august the 16th I came back for you. And when you looked at me when you saw me at the aircon vents, I just loved the look on ur face. It showed how much you really missed me back then. And till this day I don't regret coming back.
on the 1st of September I got you a puzzle I did all framed up and did yet another video with the song "when you say nothing at all"
on the 6th september you called and said "I just called you to say something. I love you." and I just thought, it was hard not to love you back.
on the 9th september we went to the botanic gardens
before the exams, without fail, on wednesdays we would go to des's place and tried to study. but i guess it was more on spending time
on the 7th of october i did my last video "you raise me up" to you. you did make me feel on top of the world
on the 13th of october we went to ananya's party
the exams just took me away from you
we spent the whole of friday together. we had fish and co again. we went shopping at penisula. we went your house to swim.
on 26th october open house i wasn't exactly there to support your band. I'm sorry. and when we went skating I just unecessarily made you believe that I was pist but I wasn't.
on 28th october we spent the last of our days at nico's place. and to think you were still concerened bout me
It all ended on our moniversary.
in the past i would be sayin six months and counting. I can't say that anymore.
so here's to all the childish names I gave you. diabetic baby. monster. my only one. the great wall of you and me, etc.

it was great while it lasted. here's to 6 months. be strong alison. be strong.

Just one chance you asked,
Just one dance we made.
Just one time we stepped,
Just one goodbye we bade.

Just one hand I will hold,
Just one glance we smile,
Just one word we know,
Just once, but all worth while.

Just one breath we took,
Just one kiss and we part,
Just that one single look,
Just in heaven, heart to heart.

2006-11-01T03:32:00.000-08:00

you were everything everything that I wanted
we were meant to be, suppose to be but we lost it
all the memories so close to me jus fades away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending

2006-10-25T08:23:00.001-07:00

"Mummy!Mummy! I want a Happy Meal! I want a Happy Meal!"
"Happy Deepavali Day!"

apparently that was what I said while I was sleeping. now my mum thinks I'm a retard.

hahaha.omg.last paper tmr!Gonna go mug sooon! oh oh oh. And I'm happier now. I really really am! (: it's you I loved from the start.

princess outfit out and away!

2006-10-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

I was lookin through my photos and i saw this picture.

natassia. I really really really miss you so freaking much. we seriously don't talk anymore. I mean our conversations only last for at the most 15mins even if they were serious ones. I'm really really really sorry that I've not been a good jie and all and that we're not as close as before. Remember how we got to know each other? ironic isn't it. how I knew you through Andros. It's pretty laughable thinking back at it. But we gotta thank him don't we? And remember the times we conferenced with Jinyi? That was fun. And how much we used to talk about Joshua and Daniel? How painful yet memorable times those jerks brought us. And how much I used to go back to nanyang when you were still studying there; and how that victoria girl was such a bitch? I still remember Mrs Chong and my CIP hours. hehh. I do miss all of that. Too bad we didn't take any pictures. It'll summarize whatever memory I had with you. I hope that after the exams we'd come together and talk alright? at least do it for old times' sake. cuz i truly do miss you my dearest and longest friend!

love,

alison.

damn you stupid exams.

2006-10-18T14:32:00.000-07:00

I jus couldn't stop laughing when EB showed me this. I think we all deserve a little laugh and a short break from the exams.

sometimes you confuse me between make believe and reality

2006-10-15T22:04:00.000-07:00

i think this was the most interesting picture.

thanks ananya! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE/BITCH/GIRLFRIEND! <333

laupo is the best! i feel so much better now, doormat! (:

2006-10-06T01:42:00.000-07:00

mum sent me this. it's super hilarious! enjoy! (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWmLAui6OOw

2006-10-04T21:24:00.000-07:00

the one you can't resist
doesn't know you exist

study study study! please please please! stress stress stress! EXAMS BE GONE!

miles and I summarized half a year's worth of talking into 2hours. I'm so proud of us.

2006-10-01T22:25:00.000-07:00

the past few days have been a mixture of milo dinosaur, camera whoring, more milo dinosaur, playground moments and KFC moments. no studyin at all ): PFFFT. I NEEEED to start. we'll continue these after the exams.

to those who made the past week memorable. thank you.

aubrey says: My stupid nose. I can't breathe. (he has a block nose you see)
alison says: Then don't breathe lah

5months. that's a record.

2006-09-27T22:48:00.000-07:00

now life seems meaningless without you by my side, 24/7.

2006-09-23T04:34:00.000-07:00

It's been two days and
I'm missin' you already

yesterday was the best! dinner with anton and joseph was a mixture of fun, laughter, lots of talks and laughing! anton was the funniest. he was always one sentence behind us. He was the clumsiest. they all were! anton dropped his spoon into the pot. joseph dropped his phone onto the plate. but nevertheless, it was a fun-filled actitivity. oh oh oh. and anton loves the city! ( I think) and well I was like telling him all the places and stuff when my mum was driving but he and joseph were busy playin with the toys in the back of the car. hehhh. we fetched anton to oldham hall and jo to nick's place. then we got home around 11 ish and I was dead beat tired. too bad the rest couldn't come. maybe some other time.

now to go do something constructive.

2006-09-08T19:21:00.000-07:00

shopping was goood shitt. Thanks to mummy dearest (: pattrick is my best fren in the whole wide black world! (: <333

things to take note of:
- study harder for term 4
- study harder and getting good results
- getting good results means presents, shopping and holidays! (:
- I neeeeed money badly ):
- HOMIE IS COMING BACK IN 8 DAYS! (((((:

your hands are mine to hold, so stay with me tonight

2006-09-08T01:00:00.000-07:00

okay. um, i really don't know what to say.
alison rocks? yes? no? my mind is blank. blank blank blank.

FUZZY WUZZY WAS A BEAR.
FUZZY WUZZY HAD NO HAIR.
hi. my nam is pattrick and i'm gay with fuzzy wuzzy.
jealous?

2006-09-06T18:17:00.000-07:00

promised photos:

today. studied with MR BANANA EVAN ONG & we managed to finished 2/3 of our amath homework! YAY US! after that I went to orchid country club to meet the rest. PAINTBALL TIME! OMG IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO FUN! BUT ALOT OF US GOT HIT AND NOW WE HAVE BRUISES! but it was an experience. thanks min en! (: <3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY
off to battle
battle scar

2006-09-06T00:19:00.000-07:00

"I just called cuz I have something to say to you."

I LOVE YOU

It was hard not to love you back.

2006-09-04T19:59:00.000-07:00

omg I woke up friggin early just to get to school and I was all cranky for lilke 10mins cuz I was carsick and was complainin to mon and dinesh who were super early. hahahas. lalala. then ppl came and we went for class. after half an hour, that's it. pointblank. attention span diffused. hahaa. yups. then amaths. ok. amath wasn't bad cuz it was easy. functions is a piece of cake. I'm gonna study later. YES! study. did a whole study timetable for this week. went out with jen, kevin, ezra and dinesh for lunch. then it started to get crowded so we headed off. Jen and Kevin went baq for chem class and the rest of us jus went to meet tasia, anna, liz, joseph and brina. yups. they had sushi and tasia, dinesh and I were just comin up of places to go and all. haha. it was fun! and they had pink dolphin ice- cream and dinesh just stole the metal spoon. ahhaha. then walked to far east where anna and tasia went shoppin while the rest went eating! omg I ate fried mars bars with liz! SO DAMN GOOD!!! I'm goin baq for more (: then we headed baq to cinei and watched barnyard. we knew it was gonna be a retarded movie but what the hell. haha. it was meaningless and gay but yea. so-so. but yea, it was fun! ANNA AND I MUST GO WATCH THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA! We're only but the only people we have not watched it yet. WE MUST OK ANNA?

are you tired? cuz you've been running through my mind.

I Never Got Round To Say One Last Goodbye

2006-09-03T22:17:00.000-07:00

ok. the great way to end the last day of term 3 was by Oldham winning the Arts & Cultural Talent Quest Competition! Ownage! (: hahaha. but like yea. I think the guys and the lead singers,Iain & Kong Lam, deserve the most credit cuz the guys were so hilarious and the other two were jus too good. (: hahahas. and the girls well, well done with the dress up! hahhaa. I hope at least ONE person got the video down. hehh.

yea. saturday's game was a fun one. it wasn't as competitive at the later part anymore cuz the boys were a bunch of cute chipmunks! hahaha. hyperactive people! haha. sweet innocent faces just brightens up your day! hahas. the lunch after that was goood. the parents are so nice and the boys' michevious characters are hidden by the cuteness of their faces and expressions. ok. enough of callin em cute baboons.

thurs' training was good in a way I guess. but the after part was fun. I had a good talk with Vicky! I love her! she's so understanding and all! argh. I love you Vicky! and yea. pictures with laupo! hahah. and of course MINUS! (omg blogger's not working. upload other time! )

I'm sorry I didn't see you guys off. But I'll be waiting for your return. Don't forget me you guys. I love you! Best wishes in everything you do! <333

Two days of remedial lessons. That's not so bad. Nope. No badminton competition this holidays. phew. finally a break from all of that. And I think I need this holiday. To get all the sleep I can!

2006-08-24T16:19:00.000-07:00

english lesson is getting better (:

2006-08-22T20:01:00.000-07:00

hahah. I had so much fun yesterday! hahaha. sleeping in the sickbay was really good cuz I was friggin tired and so I skipped chemistry test. So I gotta do the test after school. bleh. haha. then I had dapaolo after skl with laupo and brey and laupo was so friggin funny. haahs. then the rest came and FINALLY best friend!!! (: then went baq to skl and took my stuff and then we took a bus to my place. WEEE! A bus! hahas. I've not done that in a really long time. anways, alan's being an asshole so I gotta go. pictures later!

2006-08-20T20:30:00.000-07:00

best friend(the other one) and I are meeting tonight. ~~he forgot my birthday ):~~

study for chem please.

2006-08-19T12:54:00.000-07:00

It's a saturday but I'm home. Boring week I guess. Chemistry's a killer.

Quote of the day: Love your job but never fall in love with your company, because you never know when the company stops loving you

2006-08-16T12:20:00.000-07:00

ok. hahaa. i'm back in singapore! one day in korea. wtf right. hahaha. long story. but i'm back and people are happy. and i still loved the look on audrey's face when she saw me. hahas. and i borrowed her cancer hat to disguise myself but ppl recognised me. hehh. MON! I didn't ditch you! I'm in chem class with you now! ((((: hahas. ok. well, it was summer in korea so I didn't get to experience snow ): but the air was so dry my skin was peeling after the match. I won 3 out of 4 matches and I'm happy. hello, those ppl were from sports skl. hehh. I wanna go sports skl! then I can ditch studies and not worry bout ~~faggots like you~~. ok. I hope I'm excused from later's bio test cuz I'm so friggin sleepy from the flight and well I didn't sleep since yesterday since i was in school, then airport, then korea, then training, then hotel room, then a major scoldin from jacqueline which ended up in me being sent baq to sunny dull singapore. hello. I'm back (:

2006-08-15T22:49:00.000-07:00

ok so im in korea but there's no farking thing to do cuz it's free time. and since I owe so many ppl blog posts I'm jus gonna like kill time right now.

argh. i miss ppl! like everyone! you you and you. and if i dun mention AUDREY! she'll get angry. then if i mention AUDREY and dun mention MON, she'll get angry. SO! I love BOTH AUDREY & MON!then since I've mentioned my girl best friends. how can i forget PATTRICK and DAVID who are specifically my BLACK best frens! hahahha. ok. and i miss JACKEY, JJ and TABBY. argh. ok. everyone! please please please be missing me as much as I'm missing you guys. and thanks JACKEY for popping a friggin balloon in the hall after assembly. I loved that farewell gift! (:

National day
i love you guys (: tabby was mc.
darryl was funny
they deserved it (:
hotties.

pre-party (audrey's place)
yes! its the mirror!

I love mon cuz she's lesbian with me

party

audrey's such an angel (yea rite)

cheeky audrey! boob tagger!

the short one

happy bday my favourite chris

cake! one for chris and one fore me!

with candles!

that's pattrick

i love to ride my bicycle

omg i'm 15 already!?

you can only see the blacks'(patt&david) shirts

ok. that's about it. and well, audrey misses me (: and she said I HAVE TO BLOG about her. which i already did in the 2nd paragraph! but anyhoos. this is for you khoo!

AUDREY ROCKS YOUR BADMINTON SOCKS!

that's it. i'm off.

it's you i miss the most

2006-08-01T23:09:00.000-07:00

a new past time has to be found. bloggin's meaningless now. I'm not the only one. alot of people are not doin so anymore. i'll try to make this a long post. so people would take like quite some time to read this random stuff.

ok. first things first. school's been such a drag. I got my results back and I'm definately not gettin a certificatre thingy this term. cheers to lazyness and serves you right. sheesh. my rents are so pist off with me that everytime I'm alone with one of them in the care, they just rant on about how I can do better and how I should be studying more. argh. I now I should be studying. but there are so many major distractions around me, I just can't study no more. motivation doesn't work anymore. lazyness kicking in again. If I do really badly for end year, it's off to the uk for me. not that I dun wanna go but I dun wan to now. not when there are things in singapore I'd be leavin behind. goodbye is such a sweet sorrow.

The year3s have to do some stupid performance thing for national day celebrations next tues. the year1s and 2s are lucky enuf to escape these bitter moments.but they'd be goin some musuem thingy. something my own brother would be interested in. but field trips are so fun. especially the company (: I could imagine the few of us close friends in europe eatin ice-cream in the cold weather, and taking random and retarded pictures. omg. I definately wanna go europe. some time. I've never set foot there. And I'd plan to really soon. If only my family was as rich as like everyone elses', then I could be taking the plane off to anywhere, just as easy as taking a bus to another destination. oh yes. the sweet dream of a future taitai.

on the number of occasions anton has borrowed some else's laptop. we manage to find porn on the owners laptop. it's funny to hear anton go "boobies!" and neil go "isit that amusing". and i'd be laughing my head off had how ranging male and female hormones go berserk! haha. that's how my bio lesson is like.

ok. well. I meant to post this like long ago but I've only done so today. hehh.

2006-07-28T12:00:00.000-07:00

The faster we're falling
We're stopping and stalling
We're running in circles again
Just as things we're looking up
You said it wasn't good enough
But still we're trying one more time

Maybe we're just trying too hard
When really it's closer than it is too far

Cause I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Cause I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Instead of going under

Seems like each time
I'm with you, I lose my mind
Because I'm bending over backwards to relate
It's one thing to complain
But when you're driving me insane
Well then I think it's time that we took a break

Maybe we're just trying too hard
When really it's closer than it is too far

Cause I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Cause I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Instead of going under
Instead of going under

I can't sit back and wonder why
It took so long for this to die
And I hate it when you fake it
You can't hide it, you might as well embrace it
So believe me, it's not easy
It seems that something's telling me

I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Cause I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head instead of going under
Instead of going under
Instead of going under again
Instead of going under
Instead of going under again
Instead of going under again

2006-07-27T09:53:00.000-07:00

ok. it's lifeskills day today. bleh. SO we're sitting in mrs choy's class and like we jus did some signing thingy. heh. bleh. so I tihnk I'm gnna take this whole day to like do the NDP. hehh. bleh. and jus like 10mins ago, raisin asked if any of us vandalised her wall. haha. it wrote "I hate raisins". hahahas. damn funny. hahas. but seriously, neither of us did it. I think. hehh. I know I didn't do it. argh. I've done this workship last year before. it's so annoying. argh. shld've just stayed home or something. I made muffin thingys. at least EB liked em. hehh. still have my sandwich later for break. lalala. omg I'm so friggin bored. there's nothing toblog about anymore.

oh oh oh. rugby match this saturday. against primary school kids. anna and i both agree that it's so demorilising to play aginst kids younger than us. and worst yet, if we lose, that'll be just wrong. argh. the team's probably gonna get boots today. I jus hope mum would allow it. you know how my praents are negative bout me playin rugby. it's ALL about badminton. sigh. whatever. It's been like that for 2 years.

2006-07-26T05:09:00.000-07:00

i'm invading. hahahahahaha. okay i'm tired of invading. THANK YOU FOR THE LAPTOP! i promise, i'll lend you my laptop someday, and then you can use up all the battery and i can freak out during chem. okay? haha. oh yeah. dhl balloon goes up 40 storeys and is 23 per head.

FOURTY STOREYS! that's like, more than 39 and less than a lot of other big numbers. wooohoo.
bye best friend.

2006-07-25T08:01:00.000-07:00

you'll see her at my disneyland

I've never ran that fast in my entire life.

2006-07-22T15:12:00.000-07:00

camp was goood. I won't say it was a blast cuz I've been to better ones. But I've seen the better side of 3Z and I'm really really happy we're not just some crapass class with class spirit ground zero. And there were fun moments. Like the climbin of the wall, royce knockin his head, ben's shirt almost comin off, etc. I laughed till I couldn't laugh no more! and the high elements were good too. Could do all. Cept' I was really tired by the end of the activities. and I'm really proud of hilary for making it all the way to the top! I owe her 10roses now! hehh. well done dearest (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELINE! I love you dear. always. thank you sooooo much for all you've done for me. Love you always (: But I came home disappointed in the things you do. thanks alot. now it's a memorable weekened I had.

Pictures!:
Kevin brought a BIG lugguage! haha.
a succesful non-blur 16 shot with hilarious!
on the boat to non-civilisation!
brighter picture cuz patt's too black

audrey's cool hat and patt's mutt sunglasses

tripple caps

Dinesh looks so damn cute in this one
what more can I say?

wish you were there to see this
the tents were really REALLY stuffy!
hard gays! okaaaaayyyy.
my minus! (: HICHEW SWEETS!
drink it up miles! thanks for the piggy back race. bet I was so heavy ):
brace faces!
Jen Jen!

camp fire's burning now.
cool effect.
mr teh breakin campfire

and it all ended with a photo shot in the bus back

~~I need you so badly but you don't know it~~

2006-07-17T21:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY JACKASS/RETARD DAY! ((((: HOPE YOU LOVED MY ROSE MARCUS ENG! JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU! MANY MORE 17ths TO COME! (((((: <333

ok. PE was at holland area. damn funny. hehh. we all played at the playground and stuff. hahas. then I bought like roses for aubrey and one for marcus eng cuz it was our special day! (: yups. then bio test got postponed. Li-en helped me bout some stuff. Thks Li-en! and we watched a damn funny show durin chinese which we have yet to finish. hehh. Chemistry was the best cuz mon was so damn freaking high and like dinesh and ezra kept laughing at the two of us and we were all laughing and stuff till we got scolded a few times. ahahhas. I love times like these in chemistry. hehh. HAPPY GAS!!! (: nghahaha. quote " my tits are laughing " (right you guys?) HAHAHAHAA!

2006-07-16T20:37:00.000-07:00

Family Fiesta was fun! In a disorganised(according to annabelle) way. hehh. I STILL OWE YOU A DANCE ANNABELLE!! bleh. hahas. yea. Well, the games were fun. Touch rugby was funny. like reli seriously funny. hahas. cldnt stop laughing. AND I SAW JOVEL! (:
check out my emo fingernails. haha. we were playin with the wax and gel!
AND AND AND PRATA MOMENTS AFTER WE LEFT SCHOOL. Nico, Joseph, Aubrey, Nick, Brina and I went to meet Desmond at Thomson Prata House place thingy and I hate like HELLALOT of pratas and sugar. And they all scolded me for taking too much sugar and Nick was encouraging me himself. It was good shit. People should go there to eat. hehh. then I was high ALL THE WAY! and like we went desmond's house and the guys were askin desmond to stay over cuz the rest were goin to aubrey's place to stay and he couldn't so yea. Called a cab and rushed home in time before mum came baq if not I would've been in serious trouble if I got home after her. hehh. I got Breaking Free stuck in all the guys' heads. hahhas. Even nico was singing! hahhas. farking funny. I had fun (: bleh. Anton has my camera. argh. so like I can't post pictures of the rugby game. bleh. Gotta wait till later.But I've got photos from family. few though. There would be plenty if I had my camera ):

JOVEL YOU ARE ONE FRIGGIN TALL HOT BITCH!
hello charins. you know I love you (:
That's nico's shirt I'm weating. BIG!
For once, I'm cooler than you desmond.
tasia's butt brings joy to the next level!
kieng looks like some jap anime. and the two hot bitches in the middle are ALWAYS the prettiest amongst the three of us threesome. sigh. I feel so demoralised being next to them. Fuck you bitches! hahahahhahahas.
kawaii year3s! (: JERRE'S BACK!
what's that! hahas. Jerre's ass is soooo hot (back row)

baby, even though this is a reli bad picture, I still love you, always, no matter what.

you're so sweet
you knock me off my feet
you've got me coming back for more
cuz you're the one i've been looking for
till death do us part
i'll love you with all my heart

2006-07-16T00:05:00.000-07:00

THIS LOOKS FUN

Instructions: Put an 'x' in the box next to the statements you agree with.

Outgoing
[x] I have A LOT of friends.
[ ] I go to parties often.
[x] I love to talk.
[x] I am generally happy.
[ ] I go out more often than I stay home.
[x] People sometimes call me crazy.
[x] My favourite past-times include shopping, talking on the phone or computer and hanging out with friends.
[x] I actually like going to school.
[x] I wish I was famous!
[x] I love meeting new people.
Total: 8

Shy
[ ] I don't like school or social gatherings.
[ ] I never go to dances, parties, etc.
[ ] I don't have that many friends, only a few close ones.
[ ] People have said I'm shy.
[ ] I don't talk a lot.
[x] I like to sit in my room alone all day.
[x] My favourite past-times include going on the computer, reading and sleeping.
[ ] I have never had a boyfriend.
[ ] I wear somewhat "conservative" clothing, I don't follow trends.
[ ] I don't have more than one of these: MSN, AIM, Xanga, Myspace.
Total: 2

Mean/anti-social
[ ] I like to wear all black.
[ ] I don't have many friends, in fact, I don't really like people.
[x] I talk behind people's backs. Bitching makes the world go round, even though pretty much most of the time you don't mean what you say.
[ ] I think about suicide/death a lot.
[ ] I listen to hardcore punk rock and nothing else.
[ ] I wish people would just leave me alone!
[ ] I don't get along with my family.
[ ] I rather die than be friends with a cheerleader or someone popular.
[x] I have had a lot of fights with people this year.
[ ] People don't really want to be my friend.
Total: 2

Nice
[x] I have good friends that I can share anything with.
[ ] People come up to me all the time, wanting to be my friend.
[ ] I guess you could call me popular.
[ ] I do my homework and always study for tests.
[ ] I don't swear.
[ ] I never break the law.
[x] I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs.
[x] I love people, animals and nature. I don't love love bugs or anything.
[ ] I think the world would be a much better place if everyone was just nice to each other!
[ ] I am NOT a hater.
Total: 3

Determined/serious
[ ] I study REALLY hard for tests.
[x] My grades are very important to me, not just my parents.
[ ] I go to school to LEARN, not socialize with my friends.
[ ] I am focused on what I need to do.
[ ] I don't party, drink/smoke, or act wild with friends.
[ ] I don't seem to laugh very often.
[ ]People tell me I should be more calm sometimes and worry less.
[x] I am stressed out often.
[ ] I already know what I wanna be in the future, and how I'm gonna get there.
[ ] I have a job.
Total: 2

Fun/laid back
[x] I like to have fun with my friends!
[x] I don't worry too much.
[ ] I never get stressed.
[x] Stuff seems to come easy to me.
[x] My life is just chill.
[ ] If something goes wrong, I don't freak out, I just handle it in a calm way.
[x] People come to me for advice.
[x] I have a lot of friends because I know how to have a good time!
[x] I consider myself very social.
[x] Life is short, live it to the fullest!
Total: 8

Funny
[x] I laugh ALL the time.
[x] I ALWAYS cry when I laugh hard!
[x] My friends always come to me when they need to be cheered up.
[x] I have a lot of jokes to tell.
[x] I like watching comedies and funny TV shows.
[x] A lot of people have told me that I am funny.
[x] With me, you will always have a good laugh!
[x] A sense of humour is most important in a guy.
[ ] I don't cry often.
[ ] I am an optimist.
Total: 8

Emotional/depressed
[ ] I cry a lot.
[ ] I listen to sad music mostly.
[ ] My friends always ask me 'what's wrong'.
[ ] I think people don't understand me.
[ ] I seem to spend a lot of time alone.
[ ] I don't have a boyfriend, a best friend, or any close family members.
[ ] I take some kind of medication for my depression.
[ ] I never seem to have fun anymore.
[ ] I am HIGHLY sensitive.
[ ] Sometimes, I wish I could die.
Total: 0

The category with the most x's is your most dominant personality trait.
If you have a tie between two or more, that's great!
You have different sides to your personality.
Now post your personality(s) here:

outgoing, fun/laid back, funny

2006-07-11T23:23:00.000-07:00

everyone meet teddy! until i give him a name, he's called teddy! like mr bean's teddy. hahahas. Good day today. cept' yday i totally flunked chemistry. sighh. I don't wanna elaborate. I miss brey. i've sth planned for. surprises are cool stuff,

2006-07-10T13:00:00.000-07:00

I must make it clear that I love aubrey and only him. Despite whatever we've been through and we're on the edge of things, I still love him. No one else. So to you who thinks otherwise, your own boyfriend is a good guy. don't bother doubting him. he loves you. he really does. Anton suggests I don't post this. But I did. Cuz I've got nothing to hide from you. There. Hope it clears your wild imagination and doubtful mind.

2006-07-09T14:20:00.000-07:00

I think Italy will win tomorrow's game. Surprisingly how some companies are gonna start work at 11am instead of the usual 9am. That's what mum said. Why can't our school be like that? Then I won't have to wake up that early just to get to smelly school. And they did warn us that the match would not be an excuse for late arrival to school. best yet, organise yet another sleepover and all of us can watch the world cup live in the comforts of the school hall. to hell with boys' or girls' sleeping dormitories. everyone should just camp in the hall and we'll be saving on the school's electricity bills. hehh. well. too late now. gotta wait for another four years. hahahahahas.

To think I could actually understand the mole concept. I'm left with a few though. But I've learnt three out of six formulas. And to top it off, my muscles are still aching and I went for training today. Lost weight, strengthen muscles. I feel so accomplished :D

I wrote your name on a piece of paper,
but I threw it away.
I wrote your name on my hand,
but it was washed away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves whispered it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

I got this off anton. hahas. my farking retarded boyfriend anthony!(:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFNETVtrFPc

2006-07-08T23:27:00.000-07:00

photos! ok. i'll start with those on thursday.

hello evan.
ahahaa. duck!
they are such pigs!
hahas. math class moments
this is my froggy!
and cmon kim. I know you loved that.
best friend! (:

the oreo goin for history:
level one
level two
level three
level four (my favourite)
history lessons can get so gay

now friday's photos:
ninja
freak
yes pattrick. you rock.
blackie and monkey
laugong and laupo

sleepover:
wilson sisters!

now nicole's my superman!
hahas. kim the retard! [ lalala! ]
you're gonna get fat ananya! u need it anyways. u skinny whore!
I love my bitch
my lesbian's a faggot
look ma! one hand! (:

sweetums
superman in his own way
running around the poles. omg. my leg muscles are bulging. eww.
punani! punani! fresh punani! tasia and ally tried licking their punanis! hahahahahah
2 hours of sleep. tts all I got. I'm gonna get eyebags as huge as aubrey's. EWW!

aubrey: "the world would be a better place if women didn't think"

whatever aubrey. PFFFT.

2006-07-08T12:38:00.000-07:00

the slumber thing was kinda ok. yups. I managed to watch Princess diaries on my own while mon, kim and nick slept on steph's blow up bed. feel so bad lah cuz it was meant for her but we took it. bleh. yea. And it's pretty fun lah. took pictures. and best yet talked to lesbo! (: thought I was not gonna sleep at all but in the end I slept at like 530am. EVERYONE wanted to see the sunrise but like almost everyone overslept! hahas. yea. then Aqeel and Feline woke me by playin some techno music with some radio right next to me lah. damn funny. hahahs. yea. then kim and I were so monotoned in the morning.

alison: "the air is so cold and numb.."
alison: "let me go in her room.."
kim: "I'M FEELING THIS!"

hahaas. stupid kim. she's so funny lahh. bleh. hahahs. then like slacked around till like 1130ish. yups. I'm so lazy to blog. I'll post pictures after natassia send them to me. heh. ok. waiting for my macs lunch now. bye

2006-07-08T02:23:00.000-07:00

I'm at the school's slumber thingy. Don't think I'm sleeping tonight. Ok. so like I did pretty ok for my chemistry practical. and and and like brey did something really sweet today. He asked me to go open his locker and stuff and said he had sth inside for me. and like I went to open it after practical and like I saw two bags of CHOCOLATE!

OMG! I'M SO HAPPY!!! (: and and and like I was happy for the rest of the day! then I decided to go rugby training which was so tiring yet like WEIGHT LOSING and stuff so I was happy. Then I had to leave halfway cuz like I really couldn't tire myself out for badminton. But I did cuz we did like alot of running and stuff. hehh. brey totally finished my whole lemonade lah. basket. anyways, then was like waiting for my dad. So was with laupo. hahas. quite fun lahh. yups. took a picture till the camera died. AGAIN! argh. then dad came, went off. Then badminton trianing was jus killing cuz we had like loads of matches. BUT! the best part was I really like perspired alot and stuff so yea. after training, came home, showered and like came to school. yups. then played pig just now and ate abit. Like I watched SHE'S THE MAN. Quite funny. heh. KIM CHUA IS SUCH A RETARD! hahas. yea. was high for awhile. I'm gonna go like bond with people now. love love. bye.

i am not a retard.

yups. tht was kim. retard or not. I still love her (:

hello. I'm so tired.

ok. that was nick. ok. bye bye now. nick's tired.

2006-07-06T16:05:00.000-07:00

woah. 8 people are absent from class. So there are like 13 people in class. And we got lectured by eliyah again. bleh. gotta rush back home and start taking pictures and printing them out. bleh. so much for last minute work. me, patt and david created a team oreo blog! hahas. we were that bored during history. It's always a slacked period anyways. scary movie time after school (:

2006-07-06T08:17:00.000-07:00

it's raining it's pouring
the old man is snoring
he went to bed and bumped his head
and couldn't wake up in the morning.

2006-07-05T20:05:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna study soon. after brey blogs. I watched scary movie with patt and joe today. FARKING FUNNY! I can't wait to watch the rest. sometimes it pays to have ur boyfriend downloading movies into his laptop (:

oh oh oh. and I smoke to sugi today bout lots of stuff. he has hamsters to keep him company when he's really blog. Then he asked how I could blog so much. Then I said cuz I don't have a hamster to keep my company! and he was like I'll get you one for your birthday if you delete your blog and take care of it. And I said YES!

http://www.coolnurse.com/dieting.htm

2006-07-05T13:35:00.000-07:00

I swear. Dieting is hard shit when everyone in front of you is thin and goes like "I'm so fat". sheeesh. and yea. my stomach's growling but I'm not leavin the sickbay cuz tht regina woman looks difficult to bluff and asks like ALOT of questions. bloody nincompooop. PFFFT.

2006-07-05T11:55:00.000-07:00

I'm having a fever and in the sick bay. yups. First time in a really long time I've been to the sick bay. Nope. This time it's not to escape class. Ally's really hot now. bleh. and she's feeling terrible ): everyone's in class. I feel so lonely. bleh. I took brey's laptop and now I'm watching movies. and I'm happy to say the team oreo sat together at assembly and did 15mins of bonding. ok. well. the blacks were laughing at me. again. argh. still sick. and managed to take a picture with pattrick. david and mine jus screwed up. hehh.

I'm sooo white!

2006-07-05T00:54:00.000-07:00

Things I MUST DO:

1) DIET WITH AUDREY! (:
2) EAT LESS!
3) GROW TALLER
4) BURN THE SCHOOL DOWN
5) NO SCHOOL, NO ENGLISH ASSIGNMENTS UNRELATED TO IGCSE ENGLISH
6) ALL OF THE ABOVE

2006-07-04T23:41:00.000-07:00

training was really good. I managed to lose all the weight I gained from eatin lagsane and meatballs. hahas. yups. I feel so accomplished (: yay to me! and like neil was being soooo talkative during bio and kept tellin me how to lose weight and stuff. I learnt that we shldn't eat after 5pm so I'm gonna start doing that tml. and I gotta start saving money badly. hahas. almost half my allowance for this week has been spent. hahas. dieting time! (: today was a good day. but amaths is out to kill me. I swear. It's starting to become difficult. I don't wanna drop amaths. I better buck up. really. sheesh. bleh. I should stop skippin tuition and actually start goin. such a loser. hehh. and english is stupid. and today at history mr smith made me cry. just a lil bit. but he did. he threw my book back at me and started askin me loads of questions I started tearing. pooop ): maybe I should drop history like how kim did. hehh. and after school pattrick was being a clown. hahas. damn funny. just kept laughing. heard from anna the rugby stuff are really tight. ewww. and I played floorball today! haahs. desmond isn't that scary anymore. he has a feminine side! hahas. farking funny. year2s are kinda cool. yups. then came home and slept till training. lalala. that's all about my boring life.

don't act like I've let you down cuz you had let me down a long time ago. you don't read my blog anyways. our cold war starts now. And it's only cuz you thought I was mean today. Please count the number of times you've talked to me ever since we weren't close anymore, then you tell me if I was mean today. thank you. have a nice day.

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY AMERICA! (:

2006-07-04T15:00:00.000-07:00

ok that was david. yesyes. the black one. one of my best friends. yes. the black best friend. then again. pattrick's black. so yea. one of my black best friends. hahahs. yes. david's next to me now and he's laughing. and pattrick says i'm not funny. Pattick's stonish now cuz he's really tired. david and I are bitching. yes. bitching. omg. I'm so gonna be cursed with more pimples now. hahah. now david and pattrick are slapping each other!

pattrick : STOP YOU CHICKEN NEHNEHPOK!
pattrick : WHAT WOULD JESUS DO
david: THIS! (SLAPS PATTRICK!)

I put the font in bold cuz the font is already black and thus I have to like make it bold and make it known that they, my best friends, are black! ((((:

THEY ARE STILL SLAPPING EACH OTHER!

pattrick: what do you call a cheese that's not yours?
alison: mine?
pattrick: cheese that's not yours stupid. (david laughs at my face)
pattrick: NOTCHA CHEESE
alison: -.-"

-credits to sean. the guy I met who laughed at pattrick who was scared of bees.

She sits alone in a corner
Thinking to herself
She takes out a silver blade
And starts killing her health

Blood was flowing out of her wrist
And unto the cold hard floor
But her pain didn't stop there
She wanted to cut herself more

People woudn't believe her
They thought she was too ugly to get raped
The monster was heartless & cruel
He sealed her mouth with tape

She feels all dirty inside out
She couldn't wash it away
The night the monster attacked her
Was a memory in a sway

The scars are left untouched
The clothes he tore were burnt
She wanted to kill him for doing this
She wanted him to learn

She walked towards his apartent
The same silver blade in her hand
Revenge was the only thing on her mind
She quickly reached his land

The monster answered the door
And greeted her with a smile
She was disgusted by his cunning face
And said, " This won't take a while"

She stabbed the monster in the heart
Followed by the stomach and toes
She cleaned up the mess she had made
Where the body went noone knows

How would I knw this story
One may usually ask
I would answer in return
"Have you seen my scars?"

indians

2006-07-04T14:37:00.000-07:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! BLACK PEOPLE ROCK!

2006-07-03T11:41:00.000-07:00

okokok. this is for my dearest CHOILING ! I love CHOILING soooooooooooooo much. In fact, she's like the only SJCian I talk to the most. CHOILING like updates me about the team and stuff which I appreciate so much! And CHOILING was always supportive of me during badminton competitions even though we're not in the same team anymore. CHOILING and the rest of the sec3s are so supportive. That's why at times I really miss them so much! I miss CHOILING ): PLEASE! let's go out soon k? really. omg. we always say tht but never get round to it. sigh. So difficult when we've all got different timetables and other plans and stuff. sigh. but it's ok! I still have you guys. Best yet, I still have CHOILING! (: I'm mentioning CHOILING's name alot of times cuz this post is for her, CHOILING! happy now CHOILING?! I know you are, CHOILING. Smile. YES! CHOILING'S SMILING! I LOVE CHOILING! (:

2006-07-03T11:09:00.000-07:00

I just watched bend it like beckham. Ananya says the boy would look like Jonathan Rhys Meyer if he had an Irish accent. Yea. I wish he was as hot as Jon.

the boy's coming over soon.
I can't wait till it's noon.

2006-07-03T00:19:00.000-07:00

Little miss perfect
Had brown hair & pretty eyes
She was different in a way
She liked telling lies

She hides imperfection with perfection
Insists she was always right
No one dared to argue
No one dared to fight

She wasn't a bad person
She just thinks too much
Wanna know something about her
She's actually half Dutch

People who trusted her
Would end up in disappointment
They hated her guts
But there was never an arguement

Friends became acquaintances
Things just weren't the same again
Relationships ended as quick
As they had all began

Little miss perfect,
Wasn't perfect anymore
People saw her ugly side
They wanted nothing to do with her at all

So little miss perfect retreated
And only confided in some
Till this day she still disgusts me
When I see her I would run

Little miss ex-perfect
Here's a word of advice
Spare a thought for others' feelings
Or you'll be a victim of your own device

2006-07-01T00:20:00.000-07:00

omg I slept like at 3am last night just to do a certain video for brey. argh. I'm some a computer noob. So it took me like 3hours to do it. And like dunno how long to send it. stupid brey. too much porn on his computer to receive stuff. hahaha. idiot. ok. then i really couldn't wake up this morning for the wedding. kept like stayin in bed despite my mum nagging like crazy outside my room. So got up and got ready. some bad pictures cuz mum didn't allow me to use flash. so i was tryin so hard not to shake. YAY! I finally see Jit again. he'll be back for 2months! lucky bastard. I wish singapore would have summer holidays ):

Jen is soooooo pretty. I feel so happy for her ((:

Bride's Maids

waiting for the bride

the lil flower boy is so damn cute. hahahaas.

brides maids.

and like when Jen was walking down the aisle, Justin sang and stuff. UBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER SWEET! I WANT MY WEDDING IN A CHURCH WITH MY HUSBAND-TO-BE SINGING OUR SONG!

there's Jen.

exchanging vows

they kissed. uber sweet again. too bad it's all blurry.

that's the Lim family!

they had a chocolate fountain! i couldn't resist. so gonna grow fatter ):

hello Jit! I think Shi Kai got angry at me.

see! I'm the next one gettin married(:
bye Jen! and Justin.

And I stole this from a bouquet. I love white roses(:

ok. then i went back to grams and slept all the way till dinner. yups. I was that tired. Too bad I didn't go out today though. I looked absolutely stunning! HAAHHAHA! right.

ok. It's Hugh's bday today! the time difference is over. It's officially the 2nd of July!

- hugh says:
yay its officially my birthday
- hugh says:
in singapore
- hugh says:
rawr
- hugh says:
another song!
BIG ALISON! but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to bestie
happy birthday to you
BIG ALISON! but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
(((:
BIG ALISON! but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
best wishes in everything u do!
BIG ALISON! but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
hope ur bday has been a special one
BIG ALISON! but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
<33
- hugh says:
yay!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUGHLYN!

2006-07-01T00:01:00.000-07:00

I love boyfriend! (:
i love dotter-in-law!
I miss romeo so much ):

and and and then I found this uber cool function on my cam:
Hi tabby!

and i truly enjoyed history. cept the part bout mr smith throwin markers at me ):

i made david plaster his mouth for one whole period
I think "she's" trying to tell me something

yups. I love my best friends. (:

2006-06-30T01:40:00.000-07:00

HI.
guess who. i'll give you a clue. i'm black and alison can't stop reminding me that i am.
alison makes me laugh. and do you know why?

CAUSE SHE'S MY CHINA DOLL! hahahahaha. okay la. it doesn't look like those typical, retarded looking china dolls you see on teevee ones but i'm on a deadline people.
yeah la. she's gonna kill me but this is to get back at you for all those times you've called me black.
haha.
basket. i'm gonna die tomorrow. damn tired sia.

2006-06-30T01:18:00.000-07:00

a BIG THANK YOU to Jason Tho cuz he stayed up till now just so he would accompany me to finish stupid econs cuz I was being a spoilt ass by not starting since I was online. PFFT. haahas. And we talked bout loads of stuff. So it's good. Now I know more bout frogs. heh heh. thks you frog! love love :D

and to best friend for being a printer person :D

now off to do history and finish off with chem.

2006-06-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

I have sinnned. I have been resisting temptation to eat during breaks and lunch and today I jus at dapaolo. such a loser ): now I'll never lose weight.

Fark you're really noisy
You're killing my ears
Stop robbing me of my peace
Please shut up my dear

Shut up before I shout at you
And spoil this merry mood
Stop all your childish games
Go chew on ur foot

I don't care what you do
Do whatever you need
Don't make a single sound
Or I'll hit you till you bleed

But now I'm caught in the middle
Whether to be naughty or nice
To be mean and straightforward
I need some advice

Sure get me some wine
So I can drain all my sorrows
Maybe it's jus anger
I'll drink till it be morrow

I hate that language you're using
It's really fake and forced
You are the uncouthed one
Stop acting like the boss

Go ahead. lose your temper
And get all emotional inside
Why can't you just grow up
And put differences aside

I don't get you at all
I don't think I ever will
So shut up before I get angry
Or your mouth will be sealed

2006-06-28T19:30:00.000-07:00

stephen has left. I'm so friggin sad. I almost cried when he went but didn't. All 14 of us are so much closer now and like we don't know when he'll come visit again. pooop ): I'm all sad now. But we did take last min retarded pictures so it totally changes the whole I'm-so-sad-you're-leaving mood. hehh. not bothered to upload though. school today was fine. the normal class to class and trying really hard to take everything in. sheesh. got loads of holiday homework I've not done to finish and the pile jus keeps gettin stacked. hehh. well, I can't really blame anyone but myself. hehh.

okok. happy thoughts. hmmm. people say I'm not heavy which is totally NOT TRUE and so everyone is a big fat liar! PFFFT. But! In order to prove what they say is right, I'm dieting! Seriously. hehh hehh. It's good too. Cuz when I look at the school's junk food I go crazy! SO MUCH OIL! ARGH! hahaas. yea. But cookies are just fine (:

I hated after school today. I really did. Not cuz of the ice-cream thing but cuz of something else. The ice-cream thing was fun. Gill and Tasia are hating me for it right now. I think. Well, SORRY YOU GUYS! I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS !

I want you
But you don't even know my name
I wanna scream out
But I'm afraid of the consequences
I want you
But you don't even know my name
And that means that
what we got
IS NOT REAL

2006-06-25T21:31:00.000-07:00

hold on to your pants. I think this is gonna be a really long picture post IF I'm gonna be patient enough.

thursday i lost my match to samantha but she was really nice and stuff and my parents and coach are really happy i've come this far even though I had lost. went to eat fish head soup noodles after the game and then went on to the hotel. was alone for about an hour till the rest came baq from east coast park. was soooo uber lonely ): but yea. I managed to do some catchin up with alan and iekka said he was wearin a tux! hahahas. funny shit. then like lazed around. slept like 1-ish. I was being such a wet blanket the whole night. sorry you guys ):

Friday
woke up at like 11 ish and got ready for sentosa! met best friend at dhoby ghaut. he broke his matt sunglasses and had apple and aloe vera fruit juice for breakfast.

yes. that's acsinternational's up and rising advertisement star!
evan's finally back from america!
Patt loves newyork.
matt wannabes!
hello miles
and the guys just felt really gay and decided to take a shower together. yes they did enjoy that.
hello tabby
miles makes me look really light
soccer fever still lingering at the beach
best friends come in all shapes, and sizes, and colour!
miles is always doing that
and again..
I made him go emo
barker boys
boyfriend & girlfriend! (:

hair do-ers!
evan is such a face blocker!
the luge! miles is holdin my slipper cuz i dropped it!
patt was really really scared cuz the ride jus stopped and we were screamin!
they were scared tooo!
someone looks retro
so does another
ok. that's too much.
tim was tryin to get the key out. no one worships pattrick.

cousins stayed over at my place and we had fun! (:
omg that flirt. playboy at such a young age.
yes. the sleepover gang!
so adowable!
patrick is pink and we love him!
my mum told the lil ones a story!

sleeping arrangements! messy living room!

we're goin to the zoo, zoo, zoo. how about you, you, you.
ROAR!

they were born in the year of the tiger

omg i love you so much!
we see the tiger!
how's everything down under
on the road again
one way ticket back to australia!

men in black
smelly year of the goat babies!
he's born in the year of the ox. really.

ok. so yea. took me an hour just to upload all these! jus finished high school musical. suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper sweeet (: ok. skl's startin tml. oh pooop.

2006-06-22T16:40:00.000-07:00

I finally got to see Tabby, Beatrice, Hilary and Tim again! I won't say patt cuz i saw him yesterday and I hardly ever miss him! hahahhahahas. argh. I went all the way to school just to hang around the art ppl. and I also saw Marcus Eng, Alan, Andrew, Stephen, Iekka, Daryl, and alot of other ppl! ((((: can't wait till school reopens. and phew. they dun think my hair is retarded so it wasn't so bad! hahahs. then went burger king and went back cuz I wanted to come home and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep before the match later which I'm trying really hard to physco myself to say that I can do it! yea. ok. like I feel any better.

2006-06-21T22:19:00.000-07:00

today's game was great. almost lost. Was so nervous. But must really thank JJ, Chris and Patt who came specially just to support. THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! (: <333

14-21, 21-17, 21-14
yup. those were the scores. But I'm playin with a damn pro person tml. so yea. I'll just go in and have fun and then look forward to friday's outin with the year3s! (:

2006-06-21T12:29:00.000-07:00

LAST PERSON WHO...
Slept in your bed: my mother and brother
Made you cry: the boy
You shared a drink with: my dad and brother
You went to the movies with: the boy
You went to the mall with: stephen and stephanie
Yelled at you: coach alex
Sent you an e-mail: i don't get emails anymore.
You kissed: the boy
HAVE YOU EVER...
Said "I love you" and meant it?: definately
Wish you were the opposite sex?: a few times
Had an imaginary friend?: no.
Red or blue?: blue. underwears, bras, shirts, everything!
Spring or fall?: fall. i like it colder.
Last noise you heard?: the phone
Things you like in a guy?: definately not his bad table manners
Do you have a crush on someone?: yea. on lee kwan yew. shhh. don't tell aubrey.
What book are you reading now?: sex for dummies
Worst feeling in the world: when you feel like your one step closer to death
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: fark. I wanna go back to sleep.
How many rings before you answer?: 4?
Future daughter's name: michelle and emma.
Future son's name: michael and romeo
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: righty
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: i don't understand you
Siblings: younger brother
Piercings: 2
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: both. includin husbands and wives. i'm such a more-than-2-timer
THE EXTRA STUFF...
Do you do drugs? no
Do you drink?: once in awhile
What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: Pantene I think.
What are you most scared of?: getting hurt
What clothes do you sleep in?: nothin. hurhur.
Who is the last person who called you?: superman
Where do you want to get married?: in a church
If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?: my thighs.
Favorite number: 1
Been In Love?: I think it's infatuation
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: I want my liscence though.
Are You Timely Or Always Late: Timely
Do You Have A Job: downright retard
Do You Like Being Around People: not that I like crowds
Are you for world peace: yea. do i win the beauty pageant?
Are you a health freak: explains why im fat.
STUFF...
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yeah. lee kwan yew.
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: yes.
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: nope. not that superficial
Do you Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: lee kwan yew
Ever liked a close boy/girl friend: once. but he's gay now.
Are You Lonely Right Now: no. i've got my nuggets and fries.
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no
Do You Want Kids: YES!
FAVOURITE...
Room in house: the toilet
Memory: why can't it be favourite memories
Day Of The Week: Friday night
Color: blue
Perfume and/Or Cologne: white musk
Month: august
Season: fall
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
Cried: almost,
Bought Something: yes
Gotten Sick: yes
Sang: im tonedeath. but yea.
Said I Love You: yea
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yea
Met Someone New: no.
Had A Serious Talk: yes.
Missed Someone: yes
Hugged someone: yea
Kissed someone: yea
Fought With Your Parents: no
Dreamt About Someone You Can't Be With: I wanna build sandcastles now.

got this off mon. hahas. it's like talking to yourself. farking stupid and bo liao

2006-06-21T01:34:00.000-07:00

LOVE IS BLIND; AND LOVERS CANNOT SEE WHAT PETTY FOLLIES THEY THEMSELVES COMMIT.
that is so true. I have no idea what I have gotten myself into. I've got a feeling I'm not ready for this at all. Not ready to once again be committed to something with who knows what outcome it would be. Second thoughts are coming to me. argh. I've got to get myself out of this mess. I know a way, but it'll backfire like it had before cuz I ended up missing him too much.

*Note to self : don't get too attached.

If I EVER do go accordin to that note, I'll be sayin goodbye to this rnship.

argh. patt. why do u make everythin seem so easy

2006-06-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

"...but there was only one thing I loved more than any moment, it was the person that I was spending those times with..."

went out with the boy today. but i woke up like at the time we were suppose to meet. heh heh. I'm a really bad time planner. Showered and rushed off to meet him. bought tickets to watch over the hedge. I mean - over the 'steve'. hahahas. farking funny. my third time watchin and I'm still not sick of it. we bought my cousins lunch. then brought it up to the hotel and then went to walk around. and hell yea I was tired of walking. We watched this funny cartoon at Harvey Norman. Hahhaas. then walked baq to Eng Wah cinemas and went for our movie. Just in time. After movie bought my favourite TuTuKueh and rushed back to the hotel. The boy went off. Guess I'll be seeing him again when school reopens.

Last night was fun. uber fun. all four of us were like drunk bastards. hahas. we were doin funny videos and stuff and like walked to esplanade and back at around 12am. hahaaa. and we raced up the stairs and stuff. hahaas. damn fun. I love getting all retarded in the peabrain! (:

don't you just wanna jump like there's no tml!
Guess they didn't include me.

ADVERTISEMENT!
Singapore Badminton Hall
430pm
ACS (International) vs. Teck Whye Secondary School
Supporters welcomed and their effort would be acknowledge by the player representing ACS (International). Admission is free. So are autographs and pictures (:

2006-06-18T16:32:00.000-07:00

thursday night's dinner was gooood (: Jap dinner. yums. celebration of mum's birthday. my parents kissed in public. hahhas. i couldnt stop laughin. farkin funny. then went to hotel and stayed for the night. and guess what. it's my first time watchin a soccer match! England vs Trinidad & Tobago (Trinida & Tobago are the smallest country ever to take part in this year's world cup with a population of only 1.3million. Singapore, with more than 4 million people, didn't even qualify) and i swear stephen was being such a farker. he jus kept shoutin. hahahs. i got damn scared. i was walking pass the tv, and he shouted, and i shouted back. cuz i thot he was angry that i was blockin the tv. nghahah. turns out he was yellin at Lampard. England had loads of chances to score, somehow their striker screwed up. yes. i watched the game till the 70+ min and i gave up cuz there weren any goals so i slept. 10mins later, stephen and the rest were screaming GOAL! Crouch did a header. then GOAL! Gerrard scored. what a funny experience for a first-timer.

friday night was movie marathon! hahahas. we watched house of wax and cinderella! we, meaning the girls, that is. yups. CINDERELLA! farking funny lah. they had subtitles when the animals were talking! They make SO MUCH SENSE now. hahahs. GUS-GUS, the FAT mouse is uber cute and funny. hahaahs. house of wax is gruesome. but not as good as SAW and SAW 2.

adorable mouses! (: [it really is a spelling error. i'm not as bad as aubrey at spelling. stupid angmoh X) ]
watched until 330am and slept. woke up next mornin at around 11am. showered and met ingrid at city hall and went to escape theme park. DAMN FUN! we went on almost ALL rides. But didnt take pictures cuz we left the camera in the locker. Haunted house was damn cool! hahas. first time we were all farking scared. hahas. then this guy in the mask was uber funny with his walking. hahahas. we were screaming our heads off. the girls i mean. then second time we went, one of the gatekeepers (the ppl working at escape), was jus turning round the corner to and i was turnin round that same corner and his shirt was really white under the luminous light I was like SCREAMING at his face! hahas. and he screamed back. hahahas. farking funny. Stephen jus kept laughin at me again. stupid farker. but in a whole. it was fun. there was queueing but it wasn so bad like ksjgnakdjnasdmn . hahahas. wooots. but we didn get all the headaches and stuff. then went back to grams smellin really bad cuz the water ride really made us wet and sticky and smelly like pooop ):

so showered and ate a really good dinner. then went back earlier than usual cuz of the game today.

ok. today's game against river valley high.
21-6
21-8
next game to be played at Singapore Badminton Hall at 43opm this wednesday. Supporters welcomed.

(this is an advertisment)

2006-06-15T17:10:00.000-07:00

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.
Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

2006-06-15T14:22:00.000-07:00

hahhas. last night was farking fun. went out and met shaun, jerome and patt cuz i got really hungry and wanted to eat prata. hahas. huixiang and theodore were a bunch of monkeys who wanted to stay home and watch soccer and thus didn't wanna accompany. so called the black bee pussy and he agreed. hahahas. we walked past this german guy's house and they thought I said that the house was haunted when the german guy looks out his window, and he asked us to keep quiet cuz ppl were tryin to sleep. the scariest part was his light was RED and he was looking at us! hahahas. Jerome was like farking scared lah. hahahas. then ate and all. talked. etc. another funny moment was when the bees were flyin, one flew right NEXT to patt and he screamed and asked if we could leave. farking gay. hahahas. faggot. then we walked one round around the neighbourhood. damn scary lah. hahahas. uber fun. Then I had to go back cuz mum called. But yea. thks u guys for coming all the way so I could laugh at your stupid, black (patt), and emo(Jerome) faces! hahahas. Jerome brings being scared of ghosts to another level. Patt brings being scared of bees to another level. PUSSYS! (X

2006-06-14T12:26:00.000-07:00

stayed over on sunday night. we ordered like macs in the morn at 2am! well. that was my fault. I WAS HUNGRY!!! then yea. on monday we went to changi chapel musuem via MRT cuz stephen had to some stuff for school. we were there for like 3hours! and like cuz the rest of us have been there a number of times, we jus sat around and entertained ourselves.

omg we looked so noob in pri skl

then we went cineileisure and met charlyn. then took prints! damn nice. hahahas. then guess who I saw? MON AND AUDREY! MY SWEETUMS! (: soooo happy. hahaas. then went off to meet cheryl. we walked from cinei to dhouby ghaut! we were like dyin lah! so much walking! then we decided to jus take the train instead to cityhall. then met terence and serena at conrad. then we went up to the room and took a friggin long time to decide what we should eat. in the end the guys went to lagoon to dapao dinner home. but they took friggin long again! we only ate dinner at like 930 when they left around 730. yups. but it was goood. then we played card games. it was so fun. then cheryl, matthew and charlyn left. followed by terence and serena. the rest of jus washed up and slept early cuz we were so tired from walking and cuz I was afraid I'll get hungry again. yups. then woke up the next day and slacked before we went for lunch. Uncle chris fetched us and Charlyn and Matthew joined us too. we had wantan mee. I ate alot again! then Matthew and Charlyn kept laughing at me lahh. then we went grams. slacked and went to Jurong so charlyn could get her stuff. then we went to some park which was uber fun lah! felt like a kid again! but charlyn has the photos cuz i didn't bring my camera. so will upload soon.

then we went back to the hotel and I went to buy my dinner cuz I had training at 8 so I had to eat early. then we decided to have our own version of neoprints. damn funny lah. we used timer on the camera and stuff. farking funny lah. hahahas.

farking funny la

more fun times to come these past two weeks (:

Natassia:
hey dear! sorry. have not been bloggin so just saw your tag. YES PLEASE! WE MUST GO OUT OK?! LESBO PARNTERS! (: But you lah. always so busy. so many boys lining up for you. I must take a number and wait in line ): POOPS!

Gill:
hello you! hahas. yea. ok. we'll go out when we all got the time ok? (: SHOPPING!

BUGhlyn:
you suck lah. I don't see you online ): oh wait. u jus said hi to me.

Patt:
YOU FORGOT TO CALL ME BACK! PFFFT. I need an outin with you. Gossip sessions on!(:

Audrey & Mon:
YOU BITCHES! NVR SPEND TIME WITH UR DAUGHTER. WHAT TYPE OF FARKED UP PARENTS ARE YOU GUYS! PFFFT. hahaha.

YOU:
get well soon so we can go out and watch little kids perform on stage. A competition they like to call "One Minute Of Fame" where the girls dressed up like whores! I love kids! Just as much as I love you! (:
I want our kid to be as cute as that one! (:

2006-06-08T21:49:00.000-07:00

this is to reply your blog post. I do still care about you and I still need you like any other sister needs her brother. I'm not angry. Really. I just dunno how to put in words across how I'm feeling this way right now. I just got really pist off at you at one point of time but I was being really stupid. It's back to us ditching each other again. Empty promises huh. Boo asked me last night do I go out and hang out with you and stuff. I couldn't answer him. We don't. The only times were if we were hanging with min or kevin and so on. No other times. Nope. I told Boo you took care of me. You really do. But sometimes when I need you you're not there cuz your stupid phone has no caller ID and you have no idea who to return the call to. I don't blame you for that. Maybe singtel cuz it doesn't let you have stupid caller ID. roar. we took the same subjects so we could study together. have we ever got round to that part? ever? nope. none at all. u seem to be doing well but I'm struggling with chemistry. I don't know if ur still struggling with math. doesn't seem like it. and all that I'm sayin probably doesn't matter cuz I know I don't mean as much I used to do to you right now. I guess good friends easily come by overnight and in patt's terms, taggin boards. patt's funny. but he makes sense.

2006-06-08T21:19:00.000-07:00

i finally got photos from CASUAL DRESS DAY & BOUNCE! ALL A BIG THANKS TO MY DEAREST LOVE LYDIA TAN! <333 missing you plenty dearie! holidays be over so I can see her!

CASUAL DRESS DAY

I LOVE THE SENIORS! (:

BOUNCE!
I pinch his nipples cuz he kicked my chair.
We were the BOUNCE-ERS. Beware of us if you don't have your ticket

I think we got too high.
my wilson sister! we're gonna gooooo SHOPPING!
uber sexy us (:

ok. today was a uber boring day. tuition was cancelled. piano was cancelled. broke the farking jar. so had to get out of the house to get another present. then came home and watched emperor's new groove2 and tarzan2. then slept. been slackin my ass off today until dad came back with a farkin foul mood. then mum came back and I'm really pist of with her now. But there's sth to look forward to tml. Stevie's coming back from UK! (: let the fun times at conrad begin!

2006-06-08T11:48:00.000-07:00

Cos you and I were meant to be
It maybe was our destiny
Staying together
Is a certainty
Like the sun and the rain
Like the night and the day
We were meant to be

2006-06-08T01:18:00.000-07:00

I couldn't sleep last night. Something was watchin me. I could feel it. Now I'm all alone in this projector room and I'm feelin the jitters. The rest have gone to skate and nicole just came in and said they were going for some dinner soon. bleh. Holidays are nasty. They get you all bored and away from your friends and when you actually plan on meeting up, you have no idea what you wanna do. Usually I'd prefer just lazyin around and talkin and stuff. But most would want to catch a movie or go somewhere in particular. They don't realise that I'm ALWAYS broke and that I should stop goin to places that would make me spend. argh. maybe someone should invent a money tree and I'll glady grow it. I'll take better care of it than I have for my goldfishes which are probably swimming in their own filth right now.

It's been scientifically proven that I can't be a housewife when I grow up. I tried cleaning up my room yesterday but I didn't know where to start. So i started with the floor. I put all books back on the shelves and stationery back to the study table. The clothes I just left them in the laundry basket so my maid could wash them. Regardless of whether they were clean or not. heh. Yups. Then I got tired after half an hour. hahas.

today. woke up at 130pm. rushed to school cuz patt told me there was remedial. so like cabbed to school which cost me $10! fark. then yea. but i got stuff done which is good cuz then I can do her homework with ease (: then after remedial went to burger king. can't really chew but yea. then walked back to da paolo to meet mummy (mon) dearest (: ! then after slacking and watchin fun with dick and jane at taihwan heights, went home and went to eat casaurina curry. yumms. surprisingly could chew by then. hehh. came home and decided to get some songs uploaded. hehh. so now it's past midnight. dad's watchin soccer so i'm gonna go join him.

2006-06-05T19:58:00.000-07:00

i love you baby <333

i swear school was farking deserted. went to put some shit in my locker and I found PATTRICK MOOSA'S DECK IN MY LOCKER!!! I have no idea what it's doing there. Guess it's his thank you present to me for gettin him his poserish mat braclet thingy. hahhas. THANK YOU PATTRICK MOOSA! yups. had swensons with the boy. nice. finally some good western food after a whole friggin week of chinesssssse foood. heh heh. bon apetite (: but was talking on the phone with KENNYNEH and TERENCENEH! hahhas. miss all the NEH NEH times. would be arranging a meeting soon with the clique(: then met mummy at thomson plaza. bought POPULAR stuff and saw MRS CHOY! SCREAMS! hahas. was like tryin to hide from her. But she said hi so i was like hi mrs choy! and walked off. uber scary. I don't want her to talk to my mum and ruin my holidays by tellin her bout how i behave in skl. not that i'm really naughty. i think. jus retarded. suffering from retardation.

2006-06-05T10:15:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK PEOPLE! MISSED SINGAPORE AND EVERYONE!

argh. had a nightmare just now. uber scary. woke up and didn't dare go back to sleep. so now it's 815 in the morning. no one's home. mum and marcus went for tuition. dad went to work. grams went to the market. yups. it's jus me and the maid. ok. well i'm gonna update since BUGhlyn wants me to.

28.05.06
omg the flight was farkin terrible. Everyone knows I hate flying. From Singapore to HongKong, it took us 4hours! I was sleeping most of the time but in the most uncomfortable chair ever! And the food smelt like strong cheese and I just felt like vomitting. And the chair kinda attacked me at one point of time. Like it just kept pushing me forward and I was on the verge of just killing the chair. Then from HongKong to Beijing was another 3hours! I was dying! Bleh. PFFFT. Only the last half an hour of the flight was bearable cuz I managed to watch sunset. Pretty. I swear. The hotel's ok but the staff at the reception are rude. My parents got pist and all trying to get the rooms to be on the same floor. Should not go into detail. Slept early cuz the tour was gonna start at 8am.

29.05.06
Today we went to the forbidden city. FRIGGIN BIG! We spent the whole morning walking through the different halls and rooms and chambers as such. Saw alot of historical stuff. Tiring yet amusing. And when we were crossing this bridge, suddenly this guy jumps into the water and alot of security officers were running towards where we were cuz we were right next to the guy. Damn exciting la. hahas. So we walked on and stuff. took pictures. pictures. more pictures. then we went to summer palace. It's like this gigantic garden full of bridges and temple-like structures. We watched an acrobat show in the evening. It got boring after 20mins. Came back to the hotel. Went out into the streets and bought some stuff. Went back.

30.05.06
went to alot of factories. really boring and it was draggy and all. we also went to the Ming tombs where all the 14 Ming Dynasty Emperors were buried. Including a wax musuem which was uber. The Great Wall was amazing. Cept' the part the part bout defying gravity and climbing all the way up. Argh. Was damn scared lah. Everyone says it's tiring climbing. I beg to differ. Afterall, I am afraid of heights. The view was awesome.

31.05.06
was uber sick. fever and all. was terrible. still had to go tianjin. bleh.

01.06.06
went to hongkong. met aunty eliza, uncle johnny, jason and victor. great dinner. the guys were uber funny and cute. hahas. had fun.

02.06.06
went ocean park in the morning. but the rainy weather stopped all the roller coaster rides. so we only managed to ride on one. then the rest were aquariums which were really big and stuff. it was much better than singapore's underwater world. hehh. then went back to hotel cuz of the rain and went shoppin after taking a short nap. bought some jackets and stuff (:

03.06.06
went on a half day city tour and it was like really boring. then went to this mega mall and bought a new bra! PFFFT. haha. then went to dinner. blah blah blah.

04.06.06
back to singapore.

there. that's bout it. Not really bothered to go into much detail. hehh. Happy now BUGhlyn? hahahas. talkin to TOMATO now. sorry i was a total bitch before i went off. friends ok? argh. go for her lah. you stupid TOMATO. hahhas.

omg. i wanna watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! looks uber sweeet.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1Sqq0nB7-0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rC6fDJF1NSE

i wanna go out with people soon! ): but mum would probably not allow it. gotta concentrate on the stupid badminton match. supporters welcomed! (: hahas. BRINA! IF YOU'RE READIN THIS, COME WATCH OK SINCE I SUPPORTED YOU! hahhas. will update one when's the match and stuff.

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance

I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart (oh)
To all the possibilities (oh)

I know
That something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you (oh)

And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
Feel in my heart
The start of something new
Oh, yeah,

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight (oh)
Yeah, and the world looks so much brighter (brighter, brighter)
Oh, with you by my side

2006-05-25T11:37:00.000-07:00

my no.1 fan just keeps getting funnier everytime we talk on msn.

but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
patt!
patt, says:
haha. from far, your font looks like you typed pants!
patt, says:
ally!
but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
hahhas
but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
PANTS!!
patt, says:
um...
patt, says:
ass!
patt, says:
no
patt, says:
wait
patt, says:
aloe vera!
patt, says:
shit. hungry sia...
but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
hahas
but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
wth lah
but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
u got ur board yet?
but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
deck
but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
wtevr
patt, says:
haha
patt, says:
nope
patt, says:
NOT ALLOWED
patt, says:
and i can't go skate park on suday cause ''I'LL CRACK MY SKULL AND DIE''
patt, says:
basket. my parents are flying off for new york for 3 freaking weeks and i can't go skate
patt, says:
but nevermind la. i'll go anyway
but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
hahahs
but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
crack your skull and die!
but love is blind; and lovers cannot see what petty follies they themselves commit says:
hahahas

HAPPY MONIVERSARY FAKESTEAD! <333

doubt you ever read my blog anyways. hehh.

2006-05-25T00:03:00.000-07:00

19.05.06
Slacked day today. skipped last two periods of addmaths cuz the guys had rugby against acs(independent). It was fun. I spent time with nicole! hahas. FAIRY PRINCESS! Then marcus and andrew and alan came. then me, kim, marcus and andrew walked around to get sth to eat and drink. yups. match was thrilling! willy let me take the pictures and all! then went off with david cuz we had to rush to BOUNCE. we were gonna be BOUNC-ERS. heh heh. went his place. showered and went baq to school. OMG. BOUNCE WAS GREAT! really. i enjoyed myself sooooo much. everyone looked great! cept' the class councillors and prefects. pfft. we had to wear school uniform and all. yups. danced and all. i swear. super fun. yups. nicholas is now my DAJIE! hahas. cuz hes super gay and all. hahas. then we went forth level and we were like sprayin each other with water. suuuuuuuuuuuuper wet. but i was like soooooo tired when dancing. like jumpin and all. hahas. yups. but i'm tellin u. freak. we took like 3hours to clean up the bloody place. the juniors reli know how to make a mess! argh. then like sweep, mop, move furniture, etc. That day was Jiayi and Aqeel's first time moppin! Aqeel was farkin funny. but well like everyone was. Amrit kept kittin my chair when i was tryin to get the lights down. and of course i was scared. i was lilke screamin and all. then i shouted at Amrit, " I'm gonna pull ur nipples ahhhhhH!" and Amrit was like "What the hell?!" hahahas. damn funny. but by 11++ i was suuuuuuuuuuuuuuper tired. yea. but it was worth it. i guess the council people did bond this time round.

20.05.06
chemistry in the morning. farking xian. 2 whole hours. learnt alot of new formulas. argh. brain draining! then like went burger king to eat. mum came and fetched me home. showered and slept. got up. went to grams. slept somemore. i was literally sleepin the whole day lah. super tired from last night. didn't sleep much. hehh.

21.05.06
sunday was ok. i straightened my hair! looked jap! hahahas. yups. cut my fringe. heh.

22.05.06
argh. realise this is the last week of the term. and school jus gets more boring each day. well, most of us were rushin to do the parable presentation. blah blah blah. dun remember much. cept mayb like it was a super slacked day .

23.05.06
coach said i lost weight! wooo! hahahs. but like he scolded us reli badly. and i cldn take it, so i was lilke "we're tryin rite!" and "ok. fine! we'll do it for you now lah!" and shit like that. argh. so bloody annoyin. new set of blisters. but at that rate I'm perspiring, I think I can be thin in like a few months. ARGH! wishful thinking! hehh. spoke to choiling. not sure if i wanna go SJC carnival this weekened.

24.05.06
HAPPY SWEET 16th SHUNYI! LOVE YOU PLENTY PLENTY SON! YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MUMMY'S LIL BOY! HAVE A BLESSED BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR! LOVES <333

today was suuuuuuuuuuuuuuper boring. morning we had our parable. it went ok. didn't screw up or anythin. not bad for last min work. heh. we got ppl laughin and all. yups. then math was slacked cuz next door some year2 class was doin their mid-year geo exam so we had to be reli quiet and all. then went to econs. yups. slacked too. was so damn bored lah. but madam gave us chocolates! (: then recess i talked to kim and bea! (: finally bonded and all. have not spoken to best friend in a reli long time! and same goes to baobei romeo! quite fun lah. the Rafael came over. then we went baq to bio. was like copyin songs from neil's laptop although we were made to do some presentation. then lunch was suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper boring. was like listening to songs and all. then PE. we didn't do much either. watched white chicks till period ended. then watched on until the show ended. then played badminton. then went home. but went dapaolo with patt and met nicole and joe there. talked. bonded. blah blah blah. and today is the day i found out they had a younger sister! so it's all 4 of them, not 3! then went to uncle dennis' house. cool time. he has electric drums! uber cool. then after that went to eat supper at casaurina curry. it was really goood(: then home. bloggin. no school tml. but got tuition at 11am. then probably gonna slack my ass off tonight. watch some dvds or sth. heh. ok. byebye.

2006-05-18T23:10:00.000-07:00

a big THANK YOU to pattrick moosa who was always there for me! thanks for the matt accessories! love you plenty! we'll have our OWN casual day ok? where I'll TRY ME BEST to dress up as a minah. hehh. love you no.1 fan! (:

so do you want to be my new girlfriend? <333
omg. i was listening to this song the whoooole day!
Well you can dance
Every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye
Let him hold you tight
And you can smile
Every smile for the man
Who held your hand
'Neath the pale moonlight
But don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling, save the last dance for me

Oh I know
That the music's fine
Like sparkling wine
Go and have your fun
Laugh and sing
But while we're apart
Don't give your heart
To anyone
And don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling, save the last dance for me

Baby, don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch I will never, never let you go
I love you, oh so much
You can dance
Go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks
If you're all alone
Can he walk you home
You must tell him no
Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
Save the last dance for me

Oh I know
That the music's fine
Like sparkling wine
Go and have your fun
Laugh and sing
But while we're apart
Don't give your heart
To anyone
And don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling, save the last dance for me

So don't forget who's taking you home
Or in who's arms you're gonna be
So darling save the last dance for me
Oh baby, won't you save the last dance for me
Ooh, you make a promise
That you'll save the last dance for me Save the last dance

The very last dance
For me

2006-05-18T12:45:00.000-07:00

ok. in history now. mr smith marking my work. heh. ok. gotta go for chemistry. i'm THAT bored. sheeesh.

2006-05-17T19:55:00.000-07:00

hello. ok. today i DIDN'T sleep! which means i did try studyin for econs but alan had to come early this morning and attracted all the mosquitoes! argh. then marcus eng came. he and i are gonna watch da vinci code! yay! first jackass/retard outing. heh heh. then uwei tried teaching me econs but obviously nothin went into my head. then went up to the hall. TRIED studyin again but anthony was being such a dear by talking to me and making me laugh throughout the whole assembly. hahas. math in the morn. didn't even pay attention at all lah. cuz i was TRYIN once again to study econs. heh heh. yea. then econs test. MCQ was bullshit. alot of A answers i got. and Ds too. i got dman scared cuz it looked wrong so i jus switched around here and there. hahas. and like . WOOOTS. i got 25/30. and no one in the class failed! (: cheers to everyone. considered all of us dun pay attention besides kate and bryan and joel and wen xiang. joel got full marks. smart ass. hahahas. but the funniest was that my BEST FRIEND JOEL CHANG didn't fail the MCQ! so proud of him <333 hahahas. yups. walau. the paper tested mostly on Retail Price Index. farking annoying lah. I was like super blur and shit about this topic. argh. Anyhow did the second paper too. hahas. but like the total marks put together is 50. i already got 25 so that's already a pass mark (: hahhas. bio was ok. we did some chicken liver thingy. i love bio with anton. so fun. hahas. feel so science-ish. heh. then lunch. then PE. played badminton and captain's ball. heh heh. had a good laugh here and there. then talked to laupo(: hahas. damn fun lah. then went for rugby. desmond taught me some animals' names in malay. lembu, badak, ayum, and err. forgot. babi kumo is the funniest! hahahs. (whatever it's spelt) yea. then went on into the field. played touch rugby. won first half. left after that cuz dad came. casual dress day tml. hehh. still not sure if i'm gonna do anything about it. but there's a math test tml. gonna go study soon. yups. my class has seriously got to start on the parable. we are so dead. ok. bye bye.

2006-05-16T20:43:00.000-07:00

i slept in the morning in the canteen and like marcus came and he sat there and watched me sleep for 20mins. and like i THOUGHT i was dreaming of him but i reli OPENED my eyes and went to back to sleep. then i sudd woke up and saw him lyin down. then he told me he was lonely for 20mins. sorry jackass! so like jus slacked. TRIED studyin history but didn't. hahas. then addmaths in the morn. brain draining! then had ANOTHER test durin chinese. but finished within 15mins and left. then went econs. then went to eat. then econs. hahas. tml's the test but i didn't pay attention to her about this whole chapter at all! hahas. then history. it was good (: then english i think. it was ok. hell alot of corrections. my finger has a blister from holdin the pen and all the whole time. then bio. slacked again. hahas. after skl jus lazed around. oh oh oh. played tennis. damn im good (: well, better than alan at service. hahhas. PFFFT. ok. after i watch Pirates Of the Carribean i'm goin to study. which is like late. hahas.

BUGhlyn thinks that i was so mean cuz i said i was waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay cooler than him but since i'm his homie, which he had explained

"- hugh says:
4. homie
A term that now refers to a close friend. Historically, it was once used to called friends who would come to your house and smoke some weed. Hence, your "homie."

i will jus have to say. you rawk as much as i do! (:

2006-05-15T21:52:00.000-07:00

omg. marcus and i are soooooooooooo damn bored. hahahas. i asked him to check the internet on the different bases.

i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
hey
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
do u know the different bases?
wtf... sighh says:
bases
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
u know
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
first base
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
second ase
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
*base
wtf... sighh says:
oh
wtf... sighh says:
ermmm..im not really sure
wtf... sighh says:
why
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
im askin
wtf... sighh says:
ermmm.. im not sure
wtf... sighh says:
hahaha
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
argh
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
go check the internet or sth!
wtf... sighh says:
haahha
wtf... sighh says:
ok
wtf... sighh says:
First Base: Kissing and/or tongue manipulation; Second Base: Digital breast contact;
wtf... sighh says:
Third Base: Digital or oral vaginal and/or penile contact;
wtf... sighh says:
vHome Run: Coitus; Grand Slam: Multiple partners (also a derogotory term for unwanted pregnancy or STDs).
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
hahhs!
wtf... sighh says:
first-base = kissing, second-base = petting above the waist, third-base = petting below the waist. Scoring a home run means going all-the-way
wtf... sighh says:
hahaha
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
omg
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
tt is sooooooooo funny!
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
blog about it
wtf... sighh says:
hahaah
wtf... sighh says:
u blog abt it la
wtf... sighh says:
haha
wtf... sighh says:
then ill know wat to say
wtf... sighh says:
hahaha
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
ok
i do believe in faries; i do, i do says:
im goin now
wtf... sighh says:
hahah
wtf... sighh says:
ok

making out is such a messy job. i should seriously be studyin history now.

2006-05-15T20:21:00.000-07:00

omg last night's dinner was scrumptious! damn full once again. heh heh. loved it. yumms. slept early last night! like 11ish. heh heh. today was ok. slacked day you can say. omg. shun smsd me and wished me happy mummy's day! hahas. <333 you son! (: and nicole is such a fairy! hahahas. then kim had her hair dyed black and lip pierced. she's so uber cool. i love my romeo! (: PE in the morning. we played tennis! omg. i'm addicted to it! so damn fun. i can serve now! hahahas. history. talked to chris and kevin bout some stuff. almost cried. sigh. bleh. then bio. omg. i got an achievement grade 2! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (: hope my parents would praise me this time. sigh. it is so difficult to please em. well then chemistry was crap. talked to mon and shit. fark knew wad madam was teaching. me and mon jus talked like hell. heh. then sang this particular song all the way thru lunch! hahas. lunch was fun! omg so many of us were jus talkin and hangin and laughin. soooooo damn fun. then went to chinese. did yet another compo. sheeeesh. then me and jen were done by first period. went geo room then went baq to chinese room and borrowed ezra's laptop. we watched the eye 10 together with rafael, tabby, JJ and jerre. we went hall's PA system there and sat down. suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper fun and scary. i screamed once. hahahahas. watched halfway. then had to go for english. farking boring. hahas. then we tokd abit about the parable. then after skl jus hung around till dad came. darryl is so damn funny when it came to tongue-twisters.

"she sells sea-shells one the seashore"
"peter piper picked a pack of pickled peppers"

hahahas. then he left. Jon ho and Iekka stayed with me till dad came. tokd and shit. Jon ho regards me as a friend with 'benefits'. as in got loads of shit i know about and not THAT type of benefits. so like dad came and drove them out to the traffic light. then got home and showered. bloggin now. gonna study history soon. and econs. argh. three tests in a row.

tuesday: HISTORY
wednesday: ECONOMICS
thursday: E MATHS

can't wait for friday though (:

2006-05-14T14:58:00.000-07:00

things i'm about to do:
-tuition in 45mins
-hair cut with mummy after tuition
-dinner at guofu

what i SHOULD be doin:
-studying for history
-studying for economics
-get more sleep
-eat less food

what i am doin:
-blogging
-sitting
-farting X)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY 06'! <333

2006-05-13T17:16:00.000-07:00

couldn't sleep last night. AGAIN! slept at like wad, 2am? argh. woke up this morning and went to skl. met JJ and no.1 fan!(: then hung around and went dapaolo and bought spent $11.50 for pasta and icecream! PFFFT. then pattrick's friend came and joined us and we sneaked him into skl. then went baqstage and jus slacked and shit. nico and aubrey were being assholes. let brina finished my lunch cuz i was super full. then we slacked and all. watched a BIT of brokeback mountain. I swear, Jerome is friggin gay! hahahas. he and pattrick. uhh. nvm. hhahas. then they started bein poserish by takin pictures of themselves skatin. then we got sick of brokeback mountain so we watched friends. laughed hell alot. hahahas. then walked around holland v to buy mummy's mother's day gift. spent all my money ): JJ left for cell and me and pattrick went to starbux. he had his orea cheesecake which definately won't turn him white! ;) hahasahhas. ( I know you're readin this pattrick! i love you too blackie. heh heh ) then took public transport all the way back to grams. DAMN TIRING LAH! now watchin da chang jin. can't wait for mummy to see her present (:

pictures!

if only the time we spent today was much longer

2006-05-13T00:18:00.000-07:00

thursday was great! (:

shun's house is friggin clean and white lah. missed his parents though. they weren't home. and nikki sounded damn cute over the fone lah. hahas. was suppose to supper with em but didnt. heh. next time you guys. and and and nikki, let's go the singapore art's festival again! i can get u a ticket behind me so it'll bring baq memories of our childhood! hahahas. love you guys! (:

today was funny.went science centre. slept durin the omni show thingy. heh. but greece is definitely beautiful. argh. too bad the greece trip was cancelled ): next year i guess. and well things didn't go accordin to plan at one point. argh. i swear i jus can't get along with my family most of the time. something's wrong with me. or them. i dno. is growin suppose to be like that. i dun wanna grow up! ): neverland, here i come.

he looked damn familiar. the guy who made kids today study hellalot of science.

mirror maze!

mum can be a total coolio when she wants to be.

can u see the guy's face in the reflection

2006-05-10T22:06:00.000-07:00

i think this is so damn pretty. i can't wait to go on my honeymoon (:

http://framboise781.free.fr/Paris.htm

come fly with me says:
u know im DAMN LAZY now
texas flood. says:
hahha.
texas flood. says:
why?.
come fly with me says:
dno
come fly with me says:
hahas
come fly with me says:
fat larrrr
come fly with me says:
but im still cool
come fly with me says:
cuz i can communicate with you
come fly with me says:
by not talkin
texas flood. says:
hahahaha!
texas flood. says:
yeah we're just aweesommmeee.
come fly with me says:
i mean duhhh
come fly with me says:
mummy
texas flood. says:
hahahhaha
come fly with me says:
and son
texas flood. says:
yeah mann
come fly with me says:
argh. i rawk lah.
texas flood. says:
hahahaa.
come fly with me says:
yea! duh. but nevertheless. we can always jus take 5mins of our lives and use our UBER COOL communication thingy and tok durin assembly
come fly with me says:
(((((:
texas flood. says:
hahaha!.
texas flood. says:
yeah it was awesome lah
texas flood. says:
i could understand you!.
texas flood. says:
ahhahah
come fly with me says:
hahahahas
come fly with me says:
UBER COOL COMMUNICATION
come fly with me says:
UCC
come fly with me says:
heh hehhh
texas flood. says:
hahahhahahah
come fly with me says:
(:

we are UBER cooooolios!

2006-05-09T21:22:00.000-07:00

Telling someone the truth is a loving act." - Mal Pancoast

There comes a time in a relationship when someone will "drop the L-word bomb," as they say, in our five-month relationship, it was Micah who did the duty. "I love you," he said. "I love you, too," I answered back. The words fell like paint out of my mouth. They were unnatural and tasted funny: so easy to say, and yet they were like a tough steak and I was vegetarian.

It was my senior year in high school. I was eager to break out of the silly little life I had awkwardly outgrown, and Micah was the sailor who could rescue me from my desert island of high-school kookiness. He did, I suppose, but it was more than that. He was like no one I had ever met. He treated me like I was the only girl in the world. If Cameron Diaz walked by, he woldn”t turn his head. I was all he needed and all he wanted. Everyone else was out of focus in his eyes while I was crystal clear. No one had ever loved me the way Micah had. No one else could convince me that, even after a wisdom-tooth operation, I was beautiful, and that I had a “lovely” voice as I belted out Guns and Roses” “Sweet Child of Mine.”

When Micah first told me he loved me, I froze. We were lying side-by-side under the stars on the sand of Moonlight Beach when it happened. I had been told “I love you” before, but Micah was the first person who really meant it with every strand of his being. I had heard of out-of-body experiences, but had never really understood how they could hyappen. At that moment, though, I could actually see myself stifen and visualize my words tumbling out of my mouth. He smiled at me, and we kisssed. That moment stayed with me for weeks; in fact, it”s still with me in the archives of my memory. We exchanged “I love yous” like baseball cards. And within a couple of weeks, “I love you” became our universal language. “I love you” meant hello, good-bye, I”m sorry, I”m happy, kiss me and thanks for lunch. those three little words, those eight little letters, could sum up just about anything. I said them without thinking or feeling. I forgot that there was actually supposed to be meaning behind them. And then one day I realized that, even though I loved Micah and knew that I could fall in love with him, I was not “in love” with him, not yet. I had to tell him. I had to stop the hollow words that became the bookends of our verbal communication.

We sat in the silence of his truck for what seemed like hours.

“I love you,” he said.Silence.“Babe? I love you.” His voice rose, and his eyes became question marks. The sound of silence filled the interior and slowly rose like smoke out the window.

“Listen, Micah,” I said. “Don”t say that. Please. I”m not ready. I can”t say it back right now. I mean, I love you, I do, but I”m not in love with you. Please give me time. I want to mean it, I want to mean it with my whole heart, and right now - i don”t. I”m sorry.” I looked up at him, into those glass eyes, waiting for them to break.

He smiled softly and nodded

“Okay,” he said. “You”re right,. I know how I feel. I am in love with you, Becca, but you need to find out for yourself. You need to tell me without my saying it first.” He reached over and kissed me on the forehead.

“No more hollow “I love yous,”“ he said. “No more reciprocation. This isn”t monkey see, monkey do!”

I agreed, thanking him for understanding, and we went on, acting more and saying less.

Three weeks later, we were at the movies when it happened. Suddenly, with great force, my heart was flattened against my chest like wallpaper. I looked over at him and I knew. He was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. He was glowing. All those times he had looked at me as if I was the world, and now I sat overcome by his presence and tingles that filled my body.

He was alive, the enigma of all that was heartfelt, and at that moment, I was in love with him.

I lifted my chin and slowly moved my lips against his ear.

“I love you,” I said, and this time my words were soft as cotton. I could feel my heart echo as the words fell out into the darkness.

He turned, slowly, and with a tear in his eye answered back.

“I love you, too,” he said, kissing me.

And for a long time, even if Brad Pitt walked by, I wouldn”t turn my head.

Rebecca Woolf

2006-05-09T19:00:00.000-07:00

great! bio's over. all my sciences are over. i could do bio. ALOT better than i could do chem. heh heh. well was like cramming all the stuff into my head since the morning. lalala. felt like i was in school only cuz of the test. so no more exams till next week. of course, this thursday's retest is not counted. Pattrick, if you're reading this, remember our deal after exams k? me, you and david. TEAM OREO! (:

come fly with me says:
u know how much calories there are in PIZZA
come fly with me says:
like cabillion!
... says:
no...
... says:
haah
... says:
dat is lyk lame...
come fly with me says:
hahahas
... says:
dere were 3 ducks dat were caught for tresspassing into a forbidden pond
... says:
the judge interrogated the ducks
... says:
hey guess wad was the excuse?
come fly with me says:
wad

... just sent you a Nudge!

... says:
ok the 1st duck said he was blowing bubbles
... says:
the second duck said he was blowing bubbles 2
... says:
so the judge let them off
... says:
till it came 2 the third duck
... says:
guess wad he said?

... just sent you a Nudge!

come fly with me says:
wad
... says:
i m bubbles...
come fly with me says:
wth
come fly with me says:
tts damn lame lah
come fly with me says:
dun be stupidddd

omg chen ming. you are soooooooooooooooooooooooooo stupid.

FAKESTEAD! don't be angry puhhhhhhleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeasssssssssssssse ):

2006-05-08T20:19:00.000-07:00

patt and david asked me the SAME question today. hahahas. love those two. my black mats! (: hahahas. im suppose to be studyin bio! one chapter down. 7 more to go. lalala. hahahas. i'm such a loser. i did badly for chem and here i am slackin my ass off before bio. heh heh. anyhoos. i guess today was great. marcus eng came baq and bought me a BARNEY cd! (: THANKS MARCUS! <333 and he won gold! yay to my jackass/retard! year4s get to go baq early now. after school jus slacked. tokd to david. such a sweet. lent me his ipod. heh heh. got my cheese fries cuz mum picked me up. ok. study time. bye bye.

2006-05-07T19:10:00.000-07:00

i don't wanna go. i reli don't wanna go at all.

2006-05-07T11:41:00.000-07:00

she picked herself up because of him
he looked back at her lovingly
through that irresistable grin
she risked being hurt once again
he was now her new boyfriend
sweet messages
and long poetic notes
was their way of spending time
but all they wanted was to fly
up into the heavenly skies
and declare to the world
"you're the one I love"

2006-05-05T23:08:00.000-07:00

maths is so funny with anthony! we were so stoned today. we took like 20 pictures i think! hahahas. damn fun! argh. love that great guy! (:

that's the last of it. today was a bad bad day.

micheal.
michelle.
romeo.
emma.
sounds great (:

EUTHANASIA fest!

2006-05-04T00:19:00.000-07:00

This is TABITHA :D
We are in Eng Class doing our Written Assignment 3 and u sure know how hard miss Eli likes to work us: HARD. LOL!

Anyways it's so damn hard to concentrate during English you know .. Grawh All these Assignments and we got a chem test tomorrow. Alamak. Teachers now adays aahhh...

I don't know what to type about. =)
Good luck for chem test tmw.

2006-05-03T21:27:00.000-07:00

im not suppose to be here! suppose to be studyin chem. oh man. today was great. i only ended ONE period of lesson. math. i skipped econs and had free period at bio! woooo! feel so lazy. hahahas. bleh. haahhahas. i studied chemistry ok! hahahs. a little though. but the rest was damn slack. hahahas. i played catch the fats! (: hahahas. and kim introduced this damn funny game to me. yups yups yups. then 2.4 run. i swear i almost died. hahahs. after school was great. another cake fight with the basketball team. this time whipped cream was involved. but they did a huge mess but cleaned it up. so fun! (: ok. gtg. bb